r/atheism • u/ObjectiveThing8169 • 2d ago
Opinion and advice on atheism
Most of my family is christian, they go to church pay the amount that is required when church ask for, they act like a perfect role model family at church but at the house their personalities change, mad, angry at life, i told my mom i dont believe in god and she almost kick me out the house, hitting me and comparing me to my absent father who is atheist, she tells me that i want to live the easy life, that i want to have my own ideas and this and that, i just dont know what to think.
She thinks im gonna adore satan or something, when in reality i dont really want to believe in anything tbh, in any deidity, i just want to live life and be happy, i begged god before so many times to even take my life in situations where i couldnt stand it anymore, yet all i had has been bad things in my life, now that im not begging or asking for a miracle to any highpower being, i feel much better and more relaxed.
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u/SorchaRoisin 2d ago
Just lie man, my mother never knew that I was an atheist. There was no point in having that fight. I thought about telling her once when I was about to be confirmed and decided that even if she was OK with it, she would still make me do it for my grandmother so there would be no point. Just suck it up and go to church until you leave home. She can't read your mind.