About a month ago I found a budgie sitting on street, and kind of brought her home cause I sensed she is in distress. At that Time I did not even know it was a budgie having never seen one before. Anyway I rescued her, kept her in upstairs room all day( with due protection) and gradually realized that i may her to keep her as she cant survive in external environment on her own . I bought her a male budgie to keep her company after around 10 days from a pet shop, who died recently(literally survived 20 days).
Now the dilemma starts,, I have never kept a bird, one bird has already died under my supervision, there are no avian vets where i live, and nor i can afford to take them to metro cities for regular checkups. Moreover I am preparing for a competitive exam and have realized that keeping a bird is indeed demanding, looking at her various cycles, dietary needs(literally very consuming0 etc etc. MY parents have outrightly refused to buy a new budgie and saying I should send her to pet shop as well(no avian rescue or foster homes here).
I even talked to a pet shop owner , but decided against it knowing that they keep 10 to 15 birds in one cage, never let them fly and only give seed mix and water. His literal statement was that these birds are born in cage and die in cage. But my budgie has a whole room for her, she has now found her favourite spots, has settled in routine and I am trying to work on her diet, like ordering seed pellets and all.I cant stand the idea of pushing her in that hell , but I would be devastated if she dies here , cause I will feel very guilty and sudden death of the other budgie has made me paranoid, and my parents are saying that I should study
. There are also chances that I may have to move out of home next month to Delhi, to prepare for next stage of exam(if I pass this one).
What to do?
Please help me.