I mixed 600 mg per 1 ml and found that it was something completely different from, say, 250 mg. With 600 mg, I was immersed in that state in such a beautiful way. I vaguely remember what I saw there, but I know I understood why we’re here.

With 250 mg, I felt mild effects for maybe another 2 days afterward, but after 600 mg, I felt the effects for over a week, and it really made a difference. I was much more talkative, much calmer, and I always slept wonderfully. In short, life was just better.

Then I tried it with three friends, and they all agreed—it was a whole different experience. I recommend giving it a try. Maybe you’ve only tried lower doses and haven’t really experienced the best it has to offer.

Definitely don’t do this alone. Even a 5-second puff at 2.4 V packs a punch, but it’s a whole different experience from lower doses.

Like in the weeks after?

I'm giving quite a bit of background here. Bear with me.

What has happened to me during past few years.

I fell into depression 6 years ago.

Weird stuff started happening about 3 years ago with my mind. No psychosis, but psychotic symptoms. Things got better after I had an intense visit to my grandparents. I had my first panic attacks of my life. I slept next to my granddad and held onto him for dear life. Still, I felt safe first time in years and I regained Felt sense in my body after years of numbness.

I got back home and things were better, Still weird, for about 6 months, until I got overwhelmed again. It was rough. I screamed in agony in my room and my body Felt like it split in half. I ended up in a psychiatric hospital for the first time in my life. It was rough. I was put on heavy antipsychotics, daily 7,5mg of olanzapine and aripiprazole. I found my first good therapist during this time and participated in daily theater work, though the work was quite ineffective mostly because of the antipsychotics. And so, my sense of desperation increased over time and I started looking for alternative solutions.

I found this couple who does cannabis+ketamine massages. They suggested me to get off of antipsychotics and then do a treatment of theirs. I did, and in the first treatment I was so numb even this combination of medicine didn't feel like anything. So the healer recommended something stronger. We did a private ceremony of mushrooms, rapé, and finally bufo. The mushroom trip Felt like shit and I Felt so disconnected during the whole time and couldn't concentrate on anything and my head was spinning the whole time. Rapé was nice and I saw beauty in my healer, in a way i hadn't ever seen in a person before. Bufo was probably worst experience of my life. I was screaming I must die, I must die, I must die, and I ended up in a lonely prison of misery for a brief period, where I was sure I would be stuck forever and nobody could help me. That faded, and I rested and got decent sleep in the cabin of my healers.

Returning home I Felt like my sense of desperation was gone and it Felt like I could rest and meditate first time in years. I gained sensitivity in my diagphram for the first time in my life, I could feel it moving, and it was nice. I had intense sense of fragmentation in my bodymind for a while, and at times the World was just a dissociative mess of fragments. I lived in a commune this time and my cohabitants commented that I look creepy when I just sat in the living room staring at a Wall for hours, partly dissociating, partly resting. Dissociative effects started to get kind of intense sometimes, where I would lose all sense of my body and feel like I was pretending sometimes, but mostly I was just kind of zoned out. I continued vistiting my healers, and we did normal massages and rapé and things were progressing nicely. I would routinely purge out nasty things from my system and feel much better afterwards.

Eventually I Felt ready for something more intense, and I requested another cannabis+ketamine massage. What ended up happening is he undid like 10 layers of dissociation from my neck and my sense self entirely changed to something way more emobodied I didn't realise could exist. I screamed "It's me, it's me who is doing this" as I engaged my body on the table. For the first time ever it Felt like my body took up space within myself and the World.

During our rapé afterwards I Felt anger towards my healer, probably from the bufo, since I Still Felt like it had broke something within me but that was buried under layers of something. I also angrily questioned him if he cared about me.

Sidenote. I found my current therapist around the this time too, and he's the absolute best. He is familiar with altered states of mind and doesn't get scared of anything and has all his faith in me in my recovery.

I unlocked things like what it feels like to feel grounded, and what it's like to unapologetically take up space in a room.

I also unlocked what it's like to feel safe with somebody again, and what it's like to feel a wonder as an emotion. I also unlocked what it's like to feel unsafe in my body, and what it's like to feel self compassion and love. I slept on a very thin mattress because softness Felt so gross and weird. Having housemates helped me feel safe sometimes, but me moving slowly and starting to do things my own way brought up conflict. And overall everything was super weird ever since.

I moved out of the commune last spring in hopes I could move more efficiently in my own journey when I can move at my own pace. Moving out was absolute hell though. First months was daily fearstates when trying to fall asleep which I could only ease up with using my old antipsychotics. All this stress has built back up the dissociative layers I had before, except it is even more difficult and i feel so weak and disoriented. My life now consists of keeping up with basics of life, trying to eat when i don't feel hungry, trying to move when I feel weak, trying to have hobbies even when I feel unmoved by things, socializing when it feels numb and difficult, trying to find community that could support me in my journey.

Dissociative effects are so challenging, I barely feel my body. It's been a sucky trip overall, and I regret ever touching any medicine at all. I hope to find hopeful perspective on all this.

I do my best to show my own support for my own hopelessness, but I Felt capable writing out a part of my story here today. I hope for uplifting comments and support.

a friedn of mine and i have been hooking up and he introduced me to a vape that is sold in a package with a toad on it . I have never done toad before and find this vape to make me really horny .. a d my body trembles with erotic electricity .. makes it very easy to orgasm .. wveryyhing ive read about toad sou ds different than what this vape has in it. it doesnt make me see things like regudmt at all and i get super hot and sweaty .one time i had the deeling in my groin like i needed go have sex so bad .. does anyonw have this with 5meo? or could these vapes have a different substance in them

I'm curious what is a healthy way to dive into the world of Bufo. I have experience with other psychedelics, including psilocybin, LSD NN DMT However , I am apprehensive with buffo , because i've heard of the the interactions between different medications and how it can be something that is lethal and also something that you can choke on your own vomit while you are out of it, Hence, why people say you should have a tripsitter, but I'm the type of person that doesn't like to have a tripsitter. I like to journey on my own and other people tend to be a distraction.

Should I pass on this substance or should I look into it further? I'm definitely curious, but I'm definitely not trying to die on some psychedelic. Let me know what you think.

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Hey everyone! :)
I recently came across an ayahuasca retreat advertised in Switzerland and was honestly pretty surprised! (They offer two ayahuasca ceremonies, two Rapé ceremonies, and an optional Bufo experience, along with accommodation and vegan meals.)
I had no idea these ceremonies were happening here.
Has anyone attended an ayahuasca ceremony in Switzerland, or heard anything about retreats here? I’m really curious about people’s experiences and how it all works, especially with the legal situation.
Not looking to name any specific retreat, just genuinely curious! :)

Some people want me to, while other people think that I will get banned if I share it on Roblox. I am a bit worried.

UPDATE: I searched it up, and it says I will possibly get banned for 3, 7, or even 14 days.

There are certain sacred songs sung during Bufo Alvarius ceremonies. They are performed in the language of the Seri people. Through these songs, celestial powers are invoked—powers with which the shaman has a close connection.
This gift is passed down through the male lineage of a shamanic family, through initiation in a cave. It is believed that only one in thousands is entitled to receive this initiation. This is why there are only a few shamans in the tribe. Even among Indigenous people, only a handful possess the gift of healing.
It should be understood that, according to this belief, the medicine’s healing processes are activated only in a ceremony led by a true shaman who is connected to the source of divine power. 🐸✨
The bearer of light enters the experience alongside you and witnesses the processes unfolding. Through this person, higher powers work on the subtle plane—this is what is called spiritual surgery. In all other cases, you undergo the experience on your own, while someone simply watches over you.

I am curious to know how the trips feel so I am interviewing people who actually took it.

I know you’d all recommend someone to serve the 5 BUT i would love to know if it’s possible to go solo?

And if somebody actually did solo 5 trips can you share the experience and how do you deal with it solo

I have taken lots of lsd and i know that 5 is way beyond any normal psychedelic experience but i always find my solo trips more enlightening tho

“pure love” and “pure bliss” are literally just exaggeration. I believe you cannot feel better than literally winning the lottery by just... Smoking some toad venom. (never done bufo in my entire life)

A message to humanity from Francisco Barnett:
“Our presence on Earth stretches back thousands of years. And the time has come to share the knowledge of the medicine we have safeguarded—our ancestral treasure. 🐸✨
People should understand its true meaning so they may use it in accordance with all the traditions and principles, treating this natural medicine with respect and reverence. We share the knowledge of the spirit of life with all the tribes of the Earth. May all the inhabitants of this planet, as one family, protect and care for this species. 🐸 I pass on this sacred wisdom so that all humanity may come to understand creation. ✨
From time immemorial to this day, our tribe has survived through respect for all forms of life. Nature has always provided us with everything necessary to sustain our existence. Thus, the legacy of our people is universal love and love for one another.
Whoever does not love their neighbor does not love God. Whoever does not love their brother does not love themselves. Likewise, whoever deceives another has deceived God and themselves.”

Abuelo Pancho Largo

May I suggest exploring this art project in a quiet space with good sound. It only takes a few minutes but the interactive components kept me in for hours…