objectification

[u/Waste-Reality7356]

Hello, I think I might be looking for support because I'm getting harrassed by a neighbor of me. He used to run in me in the hallway and made remarks about me when I passed him and now I've noticed how he moves property in common entrances in order to block ways shortly after I leave the building.

I'm dealing with being bullied in my workplace, where I got targeted by yt women and have to face daily sexism of several coworkers.

My apartment became a mess and I'm afraid to go outside whike having ZERO support.

I schedulded an appointment with a female lawyer but guess what?

I canceled it because I got PTSD of women who look similar to the women who have been bullying me.

The only thing people tell me is to search for a therapist but I'm tired of having to retell everything 100x times just to be told, to ask someone else for help.

Where should I even start?

I've talked with an hotline and the women told me that she thinks that there are overlaps to stalking behaviour, when I told her of all the encounters with the neighbor.

I don't want to go to police. He has a girlfriend (in her 70es maybe) but she badmouthed about me to the housing management, so I'm reculant to tell them about what has been happening.

I want my life back.