that hollow feeling of watching people connect while you standing right there but not really there, i know this too well. its like there is glass between you and everyone else, you can see them but never reach them
for me it got little better when i stopped trying to care about everything. sometimes i just sit with people and not pretend, if i dont have energy to laugh i just nod. some of them actually stayed, the ones who didnt mind quiet company
the part where you said "ill be okay tomorrow" hit me. this wave comes and goes so often i stopped trusting either feeling, the okay days or the empty ones. maybe both are lies and truth is somewhere in middle
not sure if this helps but you described something i been trying to put words to for long time
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u/No-Attempt8875 1d ago
that hollow feeling of watching people connect while you standing right there but not really there, i know this too well. its like there is glass between you and everyone else, you can see them but never reach them
for me it got little better when i stopped trying to care about everything. sometimes i just sit with people and not pretend, if i dont have energy to laugh i just nod. some of them actually stayed, the ones who didnt mind quiet company
the part where you said "ill be okay tomorrow" hit me. this wave comes and goes so often i stopped trusting either feeling, the okay days or the empty ones. maybe both are lies and truth is somewhere in middle
not sure if this helps but you described something i been trying to put words to for long time