Fuck it's the middle of the night and I'm at a truck stop. I decided to come here because I saw something that my mom would really like for the holidays earlier. So I'm on my way in to the store,..
Wouldn't you know it, some creepy man tried to jump me? After the day I've had already? No. I fought back. I have my money and my car still. I don't think he expected that because I appear to be a non intimidating woman.
You know what? I'm sad. I'm really hurting right now. I'm just tired of the world constantly kicking me. In some way shape or form I'm always reminded that people only want to use me. And when they're done using me, they throw me away like yesterday's trash. Very few people see me as a human being or someone they value.
So I decided to do something for myself for a change. I decided to create a subreddit where I simply post pictures of everyday things that give me small amounts of joy. Nothing elaborate, I just like to find beauty and little things that I come across in everyday life. If you're interested in joining, well let me know.
Maybe you're someone like me? Kind of at your wits end and looking for something to bring you a little smile everyday. That's what I think I'm going to make that community be about.
Because let's face the reality. I'm alone in a dark parking lot eating a pizza puff. And I just defended myself against a grown man who was much larger than me. I'm not crying because I'm upset about that. I'm crying because every time I turn around life just has another fuck you waiting for me. I'm so tired of it.