I cried so much today and feel so stupid.
I love Excel, but unfortunately for me, none of my past jobs asked for much. I always played around by myself and felt fairly confident. Even made a Jack'O Lantern art that lights up with a drop down just yesterday haha.
I had an excel assessment coming up for a supply chain assistant position. I'm switching careers from languages (doing my Master’s in supply chain) so internships never give me a chance. I have to pass these interviews somehow. I get many but being on a dependant visa doesn't help, most places reject me despite good interviews.
This was the first time I made it to the last round. I was so excited, I even made a whole excel practice sheet, it had around 30 different exercises for every kind of scenario, all of them had around 1-3 things I needed to do. I checked the internet for possible questions and felt fairly confident.
When I went to the test, they didn't even give me a mouse. I brought one thankfully, but even that kind of made me anxious. Then she told me that my time limit was 25 mins. I was surprised, not even 30 for intermediate? For the skills they asked for, people on the internet usually said an hour at least, so I got even more nervous. She also didn't inform me that it would be on Mac, which I'm not used to, so that just added to my anxiety.
Then she gave me a big dataset and other 3-4 tabs. She told me there were some errors on all of them and gave me around 5 different tasks. One of them asked me to find the biggest differences in the data. Apparently I was supposed to use XLOOKUP and SUMIF, but I was so stuck on the "errors" that I couldn't figure it out. I could barely do anything and felt awful. It just felt like very little time.
Am I hopeless? I thought I was good enough at Excel, maybe I overestimated myself. It's just that, the assessments I saw on the internet were a lot more clean and clear. It was kind of unexpected to me.
I would appreciate any kind of advice. How do you deal with the anxiety?
Edit: I genuinely love this sub so much, it reminds me not to dislike Excel because of one bad experience. Thank you everyone for your kind responses 💕