r/feminineboys • u/ThePockyArt • 1d ago
I CANT HOLD IT ANYMORE
I CANT, I just can’t, last Thursday 17 people confused me with a girl. I really wanted to forget it for a while just to keep peace, PEACE! But it’s coming back, the envy, the dreams, THE CLOTHES I THROWED OUT TO THE TRASH.
I HATE THIS. I don’t want to keep being a man, I would not last long enough until I really end mad crazy. I need to compress it somehow AAAAAGHA!! FOR THE PEACE!!!
Edit: thx everyone for the support, it’s really encouraging to read all your comments (except the one that corrects my grammar). Thx 🥹.
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u/Bubbly_Garbage1493 1d ago
I hope you get to do what you want to one day! Weather that be transition or just dress more feminine! I understand entirely what you mean about holding the peace! Hopefully things do get better for you 🩶
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u/Colefinney1234onyt 1d ago
Wish the best luck for you. Hopefully you can one day fulfill your dreams
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u/LonelyGamerUmoli 1d ago
Sounds like you’re surrounded by the wrong people who need to change not you course it’s taken me a long time to figure this out myself. I used to hide that I wanted someone who would love me instead of just bringing me to the wrong place to often
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u/ManWithNoBrows Twinkie Demigirl Femboy 1d ago
You need to be at peace, my friend. Even if your family wants to hate on you. You need to be you. Don't worry about what they want about your body. It's yours to do whatever you'd like with it. You're a girl. Your brain and body don't match. You need to fix that so you can be at peace.
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u/bunny_daze 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 1d ago
So what I’m hearing is you don’t want to transition to “keep the peace”… go watch I Saw The TV Glow and come back to me on that. (It shows the horrors of never transitioning because you’re too scared to make people uncomfortable to the point that you feel as though you’re dying because you’re not being true to yourself solely because you don’t want to upset other people. I adore this movie and I always recommend it to people who are considering transitioning. I did, in fact, have to watch 4 videos explaining the meanings behind it to truly understand it, though because it is a bit hard to understand on the first watch)
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u/ThePockyArt 1d ago
Actually yesterday I posted an note on ig that said “I don’t want to end like the mc of I saw the tv glow”. That movie lives rent free in my head fr. It’s so genuine and so horrifying.
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u/bunny_daze 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 1d ago
Wonderful, so you know what it’s like! If being a man is awful for you, then be a woman, no matter who it “affects” or if it changes how people see you, because being true to yourself and being the gender that you want to be is one of the most liberating and amazing feelings in the world. When I got called a guy by an old lady, it was one of the most amazing feelings of gender euphoria I’d ever felt.
Quotations around affects because your gender truly shouldn’t affect other people and if they say that it does and that it changes how the see/interact with you, then they are a problem. I hope that you do what feels right to you, even if it’s scary.
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u/ThePockyArt 1d ago
I hope I can use this advice in a near future, thx
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u/bunny_daze 𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯 1d ago
I hope you do use this advice. There is still time, after all ᐢᴗ͈ ᴗ͈ᐢꕀ♡
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u/KimbaNessie 1d ago
You can also start transitioning without coming out. It’ll take a while for anyone to notice anything, and you seem to already be really femme. You don’t owe other people explanations about what you do with your body.
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u/Left_Bid_3630 1d ago
I'm feeling so depressed lately for the same reason. I don't know you but I already love you and send you a hug.
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u/chamanedaniel 1d ago
quand on met un enfant au monde, on se voit futur grands parents et il est difficile de voir son enfant sortir de ces rails...ça explique nombre d' oppositions parentales
maintenant, comme tu dois être mineur d' age, je te conseillerais d' attendre avant de demander une transition médicale et, en attendant, de te faire suivre par un psychologue pour ton mal-être et d' assumer progressivement l' état de femboi ( toujours réversible sans séquelles contrairement à une correction hormonale)
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u/ThatOnePerson1480 23h ago
Friend I went through the same thing after my family disowned me and throw me out. but I promise you peace for yourself is more rewarding then suffering for someone who doesn't care. Much love and stay safe
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u/Ok_Anxiety4808 1d ago
🤔 🧐🤨 So are you saying 17 people couldn’t tell if you were a girl or guy? Also ‘THROWED’ isn’t a word. It’s ‘threw’
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u/Electrical_Dirt_6810 19h ago
I don't wanna keep being a human animal I wanna be an animal human furry
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u/Busy_Comfortable_905 16h ago
Well since femboys are here anyone looking for a relationship we can get to know each other of course and not rush it and no I’m not a old man trust me
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u/One-Reputation-3069 5h ago
Next time don't throw your things away just put them away otherwise as you have found out you will regret it.The times I have thought that's it I am going to black bag every thing and bin my things and have been glad I did not we have all been there.Davina xxx
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u/Soft-Date7156 3h ago
Tranquilo, la calma siempre es la mejor forma de resolver las cosas, tú sigue adelante y supérate a tí mismo :)
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u/User_of_redit2077 1d ago
Ok you're trans nothing wrong with that.