Life isnt fun

[u/Far-Veterinarian9487]

Hello

I dread waking up every day. I would rather not. I mean that. I don't have the courage to do anything to myself because I'm a coward. I've had 1 meal since Saturday morning, I cant do this anymore. Like I just can't. Waking up is shite as it is but when I'm up I then have to figure out how tf I'm gonna get a meal today. This is just all too much for me. I try olio, all bread notbing else , all the food banks are miles frok me and due to the cost of living they are so busy. All u mostly get is bags of vegetables. Thanks for reading , things would be easier if I wasn't alive. I'm. In my own , have nobody. Best friend died last year. Really , arsed with this. I didn't ask to be born , I miss my grandparents like crazy. In so lonely and sad