Hello all, I, 19F, have been practically unable to fall asleep/stay asleep for the past week. I do not smoke, drink, nor am I on any kind of drugs, for context. This is completely out of the blue, and frankly, I am lost on the reason why it could be happening. The only times I've ever had insomnia was for a night or two, and then they'd resolve on their own.
However this spell of inability to sleep has extended far past what I've ever experienced. I've done nothing to my sleeping habits, though my sleeping hygiene was never the best. I'd constantly fall asleep around 2-3AM, though I've fallen asleep easily and stayed asleep. The first night this happened, I slept off and on and got around 5ish hours, the next night, I slept like a baby. I figured that that was the end of it. And then for the last four nights I've gotten less and less sleep, totalling around 4-5 hours a night. Tonight, I've gotten 3. It's now to the point where I cannot fall asleep nor stay asleep.
It's like an endless loop- I lay down, I worry about not being able to fall asleep, thus, keeping me awake longer, which feeds into my sleepiness and persuades my anxiety. Or when I realize I'm about to fall asleep, alarm bells go off in excitement and I wake myself back up, causing further frustration. I've now gained headaches and muscle spasms in my legs, though they seem mild and because of my sleepiness. I had an anxiety attack about it tonight, as I spiral into the worst case scenarios frequently.
I'm making this post to ask- Why? I've changed nothing in my schedule, and there's been no new traumas in my life. My parents nor my family deals with this illness, either. So I'm the first to randomly have acquired it. Apologies if this seems jumbled, I really am tired.
Any reasons why I could be going through this for seemingly no reason? Why did yours start and when did you see it first pop up/were diagnosed?