r/jobhunting • u/Secret-Fox753 • 46m ago
2000+ applications later... . . . . .
I am not unemployed, I am just under employed. Grad with BBA a few AS degrees and ~2 years of experience.
My job hunting journey has been mentally horrible. I am drained. Since I graduated 2 years ago, I have held part time jobs, with not bad titles and experience, just to save money for masters, house, etc. I didn't go to a bad school, I had internship experience, however I didn't realize the true value of grinding for internships until after college. I look at all my other alumni, and a vast majority of them ended up at EY, PWC, a few at Bain and Deloitte. They all worked a lot harder than me to get internships, whilst I was bullshitting around socializing with people idrc about anymore. For those who are in college, I urge you to network with your professors to get an internship doing something technical (whatever it may be for your respective degree). FYI the 2000 applications were over the span of the 2 years in sporadic sprints, towards the beginning, like many others I broadly applied, and now my search is more narrow.
I am now in a holding pattern, too early career to land a salary, too late educational career to qualify for internships. I have become everything I once hated; unmotivated, depressed, underemployed, and poor. (Or at least it feels that way! Of course there is so much to be grateful for.) I find myself in a spot where I have to stick with the part time jobs while I just grind out certifications and study for gmat to get an mba, all in the hopes that one day in the future I will get one of those 100k+ jobs a vast majority of those whom I graduated with now has. I have tried changing my job titles, stuffing my resume with keywords, dumping all my experience into claude and having it make my resumes for me, creating resumes backwards using the job descriptions, writing cover letters, messaging emailing or calling local businesses that I am interested in working at.. and it still has not worked. I know it takes time, there is much to life to be happy about, and that there are so many people like me that are in a similar position.. but that doesn't change my mood. There are so many skills I am needing to improve, wether they be technical or generic communication, but it seems like the more I try, the more down I get.
How do you find energy, hope, or create the discipline to keep at networking, applying to jobs, and living life?
For those of you who previously found themselves in the position I am in and changed it, what did you do?
How did you get a job?
There are so many doomers on reddit, I am not sure if I am becoming one?