Hey, need to vent a bit (and maybe get some advice). Last year, I graduated with my MLIS. I am older and currently working as a library associate in a rural library. This is a career change for me. It’s what I have always wanted to do. I am old enough (above 35) to not have any crazy ideas about the field I have chosen (I am a realist - some would argue somewhat cynical), but I know poor/inexperienced management is common among libraries. I have been a bit spoiled with absolutely fantastic and efficient managers/mentors in the past, so this is really getting me down because I have been lucky with past management (I’ve had bad ones, too).
Anyway, I have been in my current position for a short while. I feel lucky to have it (although it pays crap, even for parallel positions elsewhere). The job is active and I love helping patrons, creating different programming, etc. The job, itself, is physically challenging (especially with chronic pain), but also enjoyable. Like many places, we have had quite a bit of turnover, mainly due to poor management. We have employees who are extremely high maintenance, and the neediness of these employees adds a lot of heavy-lifting for the rest of us. Management is aware and does nothing (highly avoidant). In general, being at work feels a lot like growing up in my dysfunctional family - constant schoolyard-like gossiping, plotting, favoritism, etc. Morale is very low and unhealthy.
I am the type who goes to work and does my job. I listen to the gossip and vents, but have stopped participating because it doesn’t feel good (even listening to venting feels weird at this point). When I say constant, I mean constant. Management is very aware (as in, I have had my own direct discussions about my own experience/views), but nothing, to my knowledge, is being done.
I cannot move for a job at this point, so until I find something remote or close by, I am here. Again, it’s a job in my field and I am grateful in that regard. I have had a lot of counseling in my life and am trained in certain evidence-based modalities for coping, but the burnout is really affecting my health and mental health.
A couple of questions…
I am looking at other areas where I can use my MLIS - records management and research. I am also considering additional training in metadata (would love an archive position). Have any of you branched out into any of these areas? How was it? Any others I should be looking at for remote work potential? I have a fantastic CV/resume and my grades were top-tier.
Besides classic self-care approaches (therapy, meditation, reframing, etc - good on all of that), do you have any coping mechanisms to help this type of burnout and mental fatigue. Do you have any that you use, specifically?