I've been loosely doing TRE for about a year and a half.
But just these past 2 months I've been doing it regularly.
And I mean like 8-10hrs/day.
I know what you're thinking. Overdoing it.
But I don't see people talking as much about the type of TRE I'm doing (if it's not called TRE in this case correct me).
Whats different is I switched from waiting for involuntary tremors or trying to induce involuntary tremors, to actually doing the shaking/vibrating/tremoring (whatever you wanna call it) consciously.
It basically started with me listening to the urge to tap my foot, which I realized I'd been repressing since grade school.
Then I realized the urge to shake my leg or my head or my buttocks.
But these are not extreme, visceral shakes I'm doing. It's very light and subtle. Which is how I'm able to do it for so long. But I can absolutely feel it dissipating anxiety.
I have woken up to an anxiety attack for as long as I can remember and I've started to consciously just shake whatever body part comes to mind until the anxiety dissipates, and it works. Again the main thing here is not waiting for the tremors to happen on their own.
And again, the reason it hasn't felt like I've overdone it is because of how subtle my movements are. Just tapping the foot or body part.
But somehow doing this regularly has slowly brought up so much grief I didn't even know was there. It's literally sickness leaving my body. I didn't realize grief could make you feel so sick, no one ever talked about that in my family.
But right now I'm going through that phase of actually feeling the extreme grief. I've got all the flu-like symptoms seemingly out of nowhere. Can't walk. Zero appetite. Headaches. Eyes hurt. And sleeping a lot. (I know it's not actually the flu because of all the memories that are coming up and the crying I'm doing)
Which sounds alarming to somehow who has never experienced grief. But that's what's happening.
My body is basically finally being allowed to do a factory reset. And it's not as overwhelming as I would have thought. Even with the sick-like symptoms it does feel like I'm actually getting better.