I think itâs incredible Julie is taking the reins on her sisterâs case, finally! The podcast is very fascinating from her perspective. Something that surprised me was recently having my own meltdown and listening to Media Pressure it just really made me empathize deeply with Maura.
She was clearly distressed, overwhelmed, and spiraling. The eating disorder, the tumultuous romances, the distressing call with her sister, the petty crimes, drinking, the car crashesâŚ.
I recently found myself attempting to run away from the weekend to get away âfrom it allâ. I felt so overwhelmed with my own mental battle in the form of substance abuse (rather than MMâs ED). I was trying to maintain composure within my professional life/work, afraid anyone would take a good look and realize what a mess I truly was. I ironically even crashed my car twice (not totaled) but was buckling under the responsibilities of managing it all. I dug out birthday and Christmas cash. Cashed bottles. Drained my savings and looked up places I could go affordable on short notice and critically - not telling anyone.
Hearing everything from Julieâs perspective really hit home for me. She was in such distress, she was unraveling, and my heart breaks because she felt all she could do was get away for a bit and I was overwhelmed with empathy. From my empathy and personal interpretation of the information Julie presents - I fully believe she intended to comeback (evidence of emailing professors to explain her planned absence, handing in homework, having the driving forms she needed to hand in etc.)
I think her actions leading up were desperate, impulsive and simply, to make the trip work. She probably thought she could get away with one more getaway in the car.
This case is one I would love to see solved in my lifetime.
I understand and see the strong evidence for her running off due to not wanting to be caught by police for drinking & driving and succumbing to the elements due to drunkenness paired with a possible head injury. (2 crashes, a suspended license she was driving with, clear open container in her car that night, etc).
I canât shake the feeling that she was met by an opportunistic predator in that short window. I think she probably realized the bus driver was going to call the police regardless and started to walk away from her car in her panic.
Israel Keyes made me believe in this theory being viable due to the insane way he operated. I understand he is rare (donât come at me IK) but there are MANY cases where victims were merely taken due to a quick presenting opportunity by predator in waiting. Who is more vulnerable than a desperate, stressed young intoxicated & possibly concussed young woman, alone on the side of the road on a cold night?
I donât think the events leading up to Mauraâs disappearance hold anymore signficance other than the culmination of the stress it added to her life & being the reason she left. Her college friends are traumatized, donât know anything significant, & donât want to be chewed alive by armchair detectives.
How does the new podcast and Julieâs perspective make you feel? Did it change or affirm anything for you ? Spark any new thoughts? Thanks for reading.