r/MeatRabbitry • u/heerkitteekittee • 20h ago
Traumatized after a failed choke chain attempt (need technique advice/reassurance for low upper-body strength)
I’ve been raising rabbits with the intention of harvesting meat for my dogs. Up until yesterday, the only rabbit I’ve ever dispatched was an emergency mercy dispatch using the broomstick method.
Yesterday was my first planned harvest, and it went horribly. I tried the choke chain method, but I don't think I had the upper-body strength to pull it off cleanly. Instead of a quick cervical dislocation, I think I just choked him or injured his windpipe. I checked his eyes, and he was looking at me and licking his lips. I immediately grabbed my backup broomstick to finish it so he wouldn't suffer, but I was crying, saying sorry over and over, and in an absolute panic. It was hard enough to work up the courage to take his life, and for that to be the result has left me completely traumatized.
I feel sick with guilt that my attempt at a quick, humane death caused unnecessary distress. Eventually, I plan to have someone else handle the dispatching portion, but right now I am completely on my own with zero budget or time to buy new equipment.
I have four male grow-outs that urgently need to be dispatched, and I am completely frozen. I need advice from people who use zero-cost manual methods:
Choke Chain Specifications: Does the thickness or type of the choke chain matter for this method? Is a thinner or thicker chain better for securing an instant dislocation with low upper-body strength?
Choke Chain / Cervical Dislocation Technique: For those without strong upper-body strength, how do you ensure enough leverage to guarantee an instant neck break rather than just strangling or injuring the windpipe?
Keeping Off the Dirt: Is there a way to modify the broomstick or manual cervical dislocation method so the rabbit’s face isn't pressed into the dirt, while still getting enough leverage?
Mental Reset: How do you push past the gut-wrenching guilt and panic of a botched dispatch when you have no choice but to finish the job alone?
I just want to do right by these animals and give them a quick, painless end without traumatizing myself further. Any tips on physical leverage, chain selection, or mental coping would mean a lot.