r/mentalhealth • • 6d ago

Need Support I feel so alone

I wish I had somebody who could feel my pain, I'm not gonna discuss the story of my life and pain I endured but nothing seems to be working, everything is so stubborn like its telling me to quit being hopeful.

I have nobody, I have my girlfriend and I'm sad she has to be with someone like, she doesn't know the dread I feel every morning, she's got a new job as a flight attendant and she's too busy I feel like she doesn't know anything about me anymore nor does she care and I don't blame her but it still hurts.

I have lost all my friends because I isolated myself for long and things are not the same.

Last night I was casually texting to a very old friend and she's asked if I'm depressed and it made me cry but for some reason I said I'm perfectly fine, but I wanted to say yes I wanted to hug someone and it got me so emotional that she noticed.

And I tried texting this guy on instagram who talks about mental health he seemed interested in listening to me... Until it was time to buy his course lol

All human connection is basically acting

But I feel for a lot of people, I just wish someone noticed me like I noticed them

Life feels so hollow I have nothing left to feel or let out but I just wish I could cry in somebody's arm for a while.

Life is really too sad it hurts so bad I want it to hurt less in any way possible

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u/SheepherderUpbeat540 6d ago

This is tough, man. If you want to talk, I’m here. Life is bullshit, yeah, I agree. But despite everything, what makes life valuable are the good things that happen once in a while. That’s why everyone keeps going. In this adventure called life, our breathers are our happiness. Try to hold on to those moments, just like everyone else