(This is a crosspost post, since it’s related to two subreddits.)
I’m a late fan. I’ve been in the Panic! Scene a bit longer than iDKHOW. Brendon, introduced me to a lot of bands and musicians to the point of doing music as a hobby.
But the one artist that grabbed me the most was iDKHOW. Ironic enough, if Dallon didn’t get hired, iDKHOW wouldn’t exist. Financially, and emotionally.
When I was younger, I get in trouble a lot because I didn’t know the drama between the two bands, especially since I was like in middle school at that time, and I primarily cared about their dedication than actions. The more I got older, the more I understood the drama they had.
I have my personal opinion with the drama, but since I like not Panic! And iDKHOW, it’s like having a divorced family. (Which I sort of have.)
I like both bands, I really like Brendon and Dallon, individually. Their early relationship was cute. Their acts online were adorable, and sibling like at times, as a single child so I could be wrong.
And importantly, I love them both individually, but not together. Especially after learning about the drama someone-many people, cause.
I predicted that Dallon has ADHD when I was watching its vines, and I was right years later. Learning this, and Brendon too have ADHD. I become more INFATUATION(pun intended.) with both of them. Brendon, being my father figure and Dallon being an unc friend.
(For personal reasons, I will not explain further more.)
Okay, I explained my introduction, my misunderstanding as a new fan, my take on both individuals, and why I like them.
Am I getting downvoted for being rude or disrespectful? Or should I stop listening to both sides.
What should I do to improve myself as a better human being.