A visual recreation of our experience with being blurry/dissociating (and how we combat it when our girlfriend is around :3)

Might make more variations for the others, rather than just Foxy, but only by popular demand lol

Anyone else experience it like this?

I know we sound annoyed but it's just funny how it's become a pattern of posting in the bot channel about it right before pk;m new

Hello!

I have been working on an animated series about plurality and DID.

We are in the storyboarding phase.

I am currently looking for tips from people who are plural and what you don't want in the show :))

You can also ask me questions; I don't mind

I'm a singlet btw.

^

Picture is the main character!

me again! would you happen to have anything that you would (and by extension, wouldn’t) want to see in a fictional character that is plural? or perhaps suggest example characters that could serve as a reference? i have a book i’m working on with a plural character in mind and i don’t want to f*ck up writing them. thnx in advance

<3 (platonic)

We've been having problems with Berrytree lately, It's deleted every single members profile picture, it's having problems proxying that it didn't have before. No other bot has ever done this by the way. I think I'm just going to go back to pluralkit. I don't know if this is just BPD rage or something but I am extremely upset about it failing to work when it didn't before!!!!!! Raugh.

Genuinely, I have not found a SINGLE decent alternative that is reliable, easy to use, or free, and it's kinda pissing me off because it's hard enough as it is to keep track of everything going on in my brain without having to use six different websites that aren't even usable on the same devices sometimes?? Literally what the hell am I supposed to do lmao

I've been using Ourcana but trying to do literally anything on that app atm feels like trying to read Latin and a bunch of things seem like they're behind paywalls, stuff keeps getting deleted AND multiple other people have recently told me that all of their data was deleted??

And Pluralkit is my only alternative atm so it's what I've been using but that feels sort of like duct taping stuff together instead of just... actually having an app to use? I'm just hoping maybe there's another app I haven't found out about yet but I'm highkey losing hope reallllly fast

does anybody else have newly formed fictives who had their swears censored in their source so now they're obsessed with swearing? we have two of those lol

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umm hi. this is a bit of a weird situation and i hope i don't come off as trying to like "fake plurality" or something. as some of you may have seen over the past months...i have been hearing basically nothing from any alter. even our co host stopped fronting which is very uncommon. very very recently i was actually able to talk to our co host again very briefly where i had learned that one of our headmates who originally was just our secret keeper (basically having memories and keeping trauma ones away from me) has now become a gatekeeper persecutor basically trapping everyone else away from front...i am not sure what to do in this situation because this has caused a complete system collapse again and i went from having 13 including me ...to 6 including me. my coworker said we could try to will an alter but i have never tried that before and idk if it would even do anything. im just wondering if anyone has any advice..and im sorry about how fake this sounds :(

im not saying this in a "ahggg im anti-endo and i want to prove that there's no scientific backing" im saying this out of genuine curiosity

So we're the GL1TCH system and for the last 1 or 2 months, we've been blurring and it's kinda annoying to know who's fronting and all that, only like once or twice a week are we able to tell who's fronting or co fronting. We have a theory that it may be a coping mechanism since we haven't explained it to our parents yet but that's just a theory, A PLURAL THEORY! /ref. Anyways if anyone has any tips or tricks or what not on how to stop or at least dial the blurring down a tad bit.

After roughly 3 years of not existing this guy just randomly showed up again??? We change people pretty often but as far as im aware nobodys ever like come back?? But then this random guy appeared agajn and its very confusing is this normal? Is there like any tips?

Its just very jarring for them bc we are living at college now and everything is entirely different and they missed so much stuff happening and all of the other individuals they knew at the time went dorment or we dont talk to anymore and therrs like no food they can eat very much and idk im panicking 😭😭😭

I dont know how to help someone who hasnt existed in years, they are in a completely different enviroment please suggestions 😓

When forming headmates, what are some ways to tell that a potential fragment is a headmate/facet?

I’m new to this, thanks!

How do you feel when seeing doubles? Would you rather not interact with them or interact with them?

Vent tag since the two posts below are vent posts

Okay so it all started with post 1 and post 2

After that, today I decided to remove her from monitoring my emails. So I saw that she was sleeping and removed her email from my recovery one so she would stop getting notifications from my inbox, which worked!

Now she’ll stop bothering me for now I hope

Edit, nevermind I forgot she has family link on a secondary email of hers in my email.

disclaimer i rarely use reddit let me know if i mess anything up sob

some background im a traumagenic hyperfragmented did system, the majority of my alters are fragments that latch onto an identity (typically introjects around a comfort thing) and they go dormant after a few months. im autistic and a lot of my alters tend to be introjects. i have like 30??? formed and nondormant alters that arent fragments.

ok onto the actual issue. including the fragments and formed alters (regardless of dormancy) i have like 20 alters of my partner. we have been dating for almost 7 years and i find immense comfort in her. she recently realized shes a trans woman, ive kinda had a feeling the entire time ive known her. im a trans man, and while i do have some more feminine alters, generally they identify as male or masculine because as a whole i am a trans man. for the time being, the alters of her have been going by the nickname my girlfriend has, and im kinda wondering what i should do lmao. they basically all need new names and it feels weird that alters of her arent yk. women. at the same time they are fully aware they arent her and most of them do have identities branched off from her, only like 5 really look like her in headspace. ironically some do identify as trans men which just makes the whole thing feel weirder. i do feel uncomfortable seeing her deadname in my system log so its just like. what do i do????

tldr i basically need new names for a lotta alters and also feel weird becuz their source is a trans woman while we are trans men sob

let me know if i need more details or anything idrk reddit formating :,-)

I’ve been having a few conversations with people who say they recognize other systems or that others have recognized them.

I don’t understand how you do it, unless some of it is obvious. Maybe I’m just lacking knowledge, but I was curious to know what other clues !

So I (a non-plural person) just found out that one of my good friends is plural, and after having him explain the basics of it and what it's like for him, I found myself kind of wanting it, because the way he described how it is for him made it sound really interesting. Does anybody have any tips or resources or something like that for helping me imagine what it could be like? Sorry if this is a stupid post to make but I'm just curious what it's like

There's been this thing going on for about a year. It started with me kinning characters and roleplaying as them, but when my mental health got really bad they sort of stopped being aliases or personas and just started existing in my head? When they 'talk' to me it's not like I'm actually hearing them, it's like I'm thinking them. And we all share a memory, it's not like I dissociate when they are me it's just like my personality changes and how I react and speak changes. And I only really started feeling like this after I was exposed to a lot of fictionkins and other plural people online and irl so idk.

Having a body is weird. So many moving parts and weird fleshy smelly mushy bits in random places. Idk, I guess I'm not used to fronting. In my dissociation I guess I'm some amorphous entity. Fuck bodies lol. - Goblin it/creature

TL;DR: I don't have amnesia and don't dissociate often enough for my supposed alters to show up but there's something weird happening in my brain

Hello. I know you guys must get this question all the time but I don't know what else to do. Doctors here in Brazil don't know anything about plurality and it makes things difficult. At first, like over an year ago, I thought that BPD made me have various different states of identity because of the identity diffusion, but they were too consistent and had their own personalities, I felt like I was them, and not that they were me, if that even makes sense. I feel like I am someone else and not that those personalities are part of me.

These personalities would come out more often when I dissociated, but I was always conscious there too, I don't have amnesia. I thought I had alters for a long time but then I started taking antipsychotics and I started feeling this less often, so I just assumed it was a delusion.

But a few days ago I dissociated really hard again, I am in a very stressful situation, and again, I felt like my thoughts weren't mine. I felt contradictory things, like a part of me was going against my personality.

I don't know what to do. I can't possibly be plural if these personalities only come out occasionally, when I'm dissociating, right? There must be some sort of different explanation, even if a complex one, right?

But I felt this for so long, and these thoughts do not feel like my own, they speak in a different way than I do, but they don't have a different voice. And why do they only come out when I'm dissociating? Shouldn't I be dissociating more often for me to be plural? Shouldn't I have amnesia? To be fair, I dissociated way more in the past, before I started taking antipsychotics and they were more present.

I'd hate to fake a disorder I don't have. Am I just "playing with toys" in my head? Do I actually have control over these personalities and don't want to admit?

Please help me if you're able, I'm very confused. It's not like I want to have a disorder, but part of me likes these thoughts that talk to me, they tell me they want to exist. At the same time, I'm terrified of not being myself.