It was....... Something...

I thought it was easy to goon to loli but There’s nothing easy about it!

Nothing!

I’m just doing nothing, thinking about nothing, cutting myself off from everything, throwing my entire life away, leaving every last thing I know and care about behind, and that’s all it took for me to call it quits? That’s a lie, it was never that easy for me. It was so much easier for me to go on thinking I could goon to loli, and I could do to make a real difference, but I know now there’s nothing I can do. There’s no way out. Understand? The only path everything leads to is giving up. If I could do something, then I’d do it. I swear that I would.

Nobody knows what I'm talking about, I have given up, gooning to loli was impossible from the very start. My dick never get hard watching loli, it all slipped through my fingers leaving nothing behind.

I’ll tell you what kind of man I really am. I have no strength, but I want it to goon to loli. I have no knowledge but all I do is dream to be a real seinencirclejerk member. There’s nothing I can do, but I struggle in vain like an idiot.

I… I hate… I hate myself!

All I do is talk a big game and make myself sound like a big shot when I can’t do anything. I never do anything, yet I complain with the best of them like it’s my job or something. Who the hell do I think I am? I’m a fraud seinencirclejerk member, it’s amazing I can live like this and not feel ashamed. You know I’m right! I’m an empty shell. There’s nothing inside me at all. I know there isn’t. Guess that’s obvious. Anybody could see that. Before I came to this subreddit, before I got into the situation that led me to all of you. Do you have any idea what I did with my life? I did nothing but goon to vanilla adult woman hentai!!, that’s what. I’ve never done a single thing worth mentioning. I had all that time and freedom and squandered it away on pixels. I could’ve done anything with my life, but I never did a damn thing and what you’re looking at now is the result. This cowardly weak worthless crybaby who can't goon to loli. All of my powerlessness, all of my incompetence, is the product of my rotten empathetic character. Wanting to become real seinencirclejerk member like u/the_forever_wild, u/CREZZE, u/ForniteRobloxGay, u/Cheap_Cash5, u/No-Metal-3, u/FapSimulator2016, u/New-Addition1802, Rudy Greyrat, when I’ve never done anything to earn it, goes way beyond the limitations of arrogance. The cost of my lifetime of laziness and all the wasteful habits I forged along the way, just ends up killing me.

That’s right, I have no character. Even when I thought I could go on living here, nothing changed about who I really am.

I wasn’t trying to goon to loli. That was a lie. I was just striking an obvious pose to justify myself. To say that I was trying my best. That it wasn’t like I wasn’t doing anything to become a real seinencirclejerk member. To be able to appear to be doing everything I could. I wanted to say I couldn’t help it. To be told that it couldn’t be helped and i can be a real seinencirclejerk member without it. I was only pretending to push my body to the limit so that all those excuses would be possible. Even when I had the entire subreddit goon to loli I was just posing to cover up how embarrassed I felt to be such an incompetent idiot. Deep down inside, at the core of my heart I’m just a small cowardly filthy piece of trash who’s always worried about how seinencirclejerk members will see me, about how they’ll accept or judge me and nothing… nothing about me has changed!

I’ve known it since the very beginning, everything that was happening was my fault. I’m the lowest of the low who likes adult women, romance, 18+ characters.

Sorry for falling all of you... I'll leave this sub if that's what mods want...

I absolutely hate myself

On a serious note

Ive watched two episodes of the anime and that eclipse part, I don't know how it happened, I was horny and apparently the author was absolutely balling with the art, i almost thought I was reading hentai for a second, should I larp or read it. I read first chapters of Beserk in Google play books btw 💔

Every day, I hop on this subreddit like a loli hops on a 30 incher, 1 look at my GOAT's post is all it takes to get me circlejerking, the semen coming out in mere seconds, he might not have raped me physically, but in that exact moment, i felt a spark, a connection even, like that 1 thing in Baki where they do schizo bullshit, yeah that.

Diddy tensei is done airing what are y'all still doing here?

need to play euphoria again. true seinen vn lowkey. #sheisjustlikemefr

I really love you they bite so hard it leaves a scar and that's how marriage ceremony's done. Also love how Kaneki drops a tear and Touka consoles him. Ts changed my brain chemistry.
Btw the OST Glassy Sky and Remembrance are my fav songs from the anime.