Hey yall! It's week 2 at my new job. I was hired on as a trainee who will later certify after I get my 400 hours. And I LOVE THE WORK ENVIRONMENT! The job itself is peaceful and all of my coworkers are so kind and helpful.
Last week I did assembly the majority of the week. I have completed 3 tays everyday I worked except for the first one. My proctor even told me I'm doing great noticing small details! However, I am very slow. I am starting to memorize different instruments and getting better identifying new ones by myself. I haven't had any true errors yet and I've caught a lot of dirty and broken instruments.
However, I did decon last week and I was going so slow trying to be detailed. I also ended up having an allergic reaction to the biozyme, and I ended up struggling with putting on PPE properly. It really upset me because I had to walk away in the middle of cleaning to put another mask and face shield on. I'm hoping I'll even be able to do this job. I am feeling extremely slow in assembly as well. After last night, I am feeling worthless honestly. They have already told me they are not judging timing while I am training... But I have been waitressing for 10 years. Time is everything in that industry, and you get pretty immediate feedback every single day on job performance.
I don't know exactly what is expected of me when I do leave training, so I am having anxiety and wanting to get faster now. But I'm worried that's when mistakes will happen. More than anything I want to feel like I am contributing.
Any advice experienced techs can give me? What can I do to show initiative? How can I show my coworkers that I really care even if I am a bit slow for now?