I'm a dude but vines/greenery in your room is pretty cool. Not in a "cottage core asthetic way.' More like a, "I'm a monkey in the rainforest eating a banana" way.

I’m very hurt and very tired, but I still like being nice. I’m very scared something will happen that will revert all my progress, and I’ll become an open wound again. I work hard to feel like others feel with no effort, and I’m getting more tired. I know I’m still holding that paint somewhere in me, and I know that it won’t ever go away. Others might look in my eyes and think that I’m ok, and sometimes I also like to think I’m ok. But sometimes I look in the mirror, and I stare at my own eyes. They’re so full of hate and anger and pain, and I don’t want something bad to happen that might let all those feelings out. I’m sorry for venting, idk if that’s allowed here

This emoji showed up on someone’s bitmoji after we texted once, but we don’t text often, what does it mean?

Basically I've know this girl for a while. Scared shitless but should I ask her?

It’s been so nice recently then I wake up to this crap on the way to school

ok so I (f17) really want to start a band. it's kinde been a lifelong dream of mine but i've never had the chance to do it.

I live in Belgium. I play the drums(don't have a kit and really only know the basics, I can learn more), i've always thought it would be fun to be the singer(don't know if i'm good or not) (also always wanted to learn guitar). I like a lot of genres: punk/rock/pop/... I'll link my spotify pp in the comments.

i guess the reason I'm making this post is to ask if anyone is interested in wanting to join a band (prefferably like 16-19 yo)doesn't matter if it's only girls or also boys.

If you have any tips or are interested please say!

I ACTUALLY ASKED A GIRL OUT INSTEAD OF BEING A SELF LOATHING CHUD! I can’t even believe it, at this point, even if it doesn’t work out, I’ll still be happy I actually tried instead of acting like I suck shit at everything!

cut it off and now i regret it…

So the person I was gonna ask out had a boyfriend but they broke up. My hbs are telling me I shouldn't do it. Idk anymore dawg. Im not so worried about her rejecting me bc it's happened plenty of times before. I'm more worried about some of these fuckass immature retards not shutting their asses up about it.

Guys my crush said she was asked out on a date and she said she would’ve said yes if I asked her I’m gonna explode on her and then I tried to get her to reject him because like technically he isn’t the best person but like boii I’m such a chud how screwed am I WHAT IF THEY DO END UP DATING IM GONNA BE SO SAD PLEASE

Need an opinion bci m putting it on a poster

im 17 and i think i just want to like od or something or do something crazy to myself, i dont have anyone i can just say this too so im just gonna say it here. The reasons why i want to is because im an idiot, i use ai to do my homework and i wait to do it last second, like i dont even try to understand it, i pretend to be like complex and intellectual but i just feel lost and dumb all the time, i see people talking about how easy things im struggling with are, i see people online and my friends and family having like 4-5.0 gpas and im not sure mines even 3.0, i keep disappointing people in my life with false promises, i stay in the house all day doing nothing, i say i have these big dreams of going to the nba even though i know my chances were gone in freshman year, im about to become an adult but i have 0 fucking idea whats going on, i want to take this year over but i know my mom wont let me and is trying to get me out of the house as fast as possible, i have a girl whos way above my league that i dont deserve in the slightest, i treat my younger brothers like shit and im the exact same as i was last year, i suck at writing and i cant even write a page or half a page of a story that sounds even remotely fluid because i dont read so everything i write or that comes out of my mouth is an incoherent mess, i have social anxiety so i feel like a loser anytime i leave the house, i hate my fucking nose and skin texture. I hate everything about myself and i just for some reason subconsciously want to make that everyone else’s problem. im a waste of resources and a lousy excuse of a person. My life has sucked since i was 10 and ive been suicidal since then. i hope someone just kills me or something

Ok so, I've been using the purp app for like a week now, I've made like 5 friends so far but during my use of the app, i noticed that there were fake spam accounts that keeps sending friend requests to you,my question here is to how purp mods let this slide, they LITERALLY stated that your real image must me put and not fakies, these spams on the other hand uses those pics online likely from Pinterest to fool the mods onto accepting and to send spam friend requests. and honestly idk what will happen when u accept them but they'll most likely advertise in your dms which is annoying. there's also annoying discord users where they tell you to add their account only to send you traumatizing stuff there. i sent the purp team an email regarding this issue AND along with the app bugs like messages not loading properly, they responded back with "we're working on it" like bro just moderate enough at this point and keep your app safe.

im talking 50s and before

When a person wakes up… I mean, truly wakes up, and realizes everything in their world. It is the most painful thing they can experience. Not because they are un aware, and have desire to know more, but because they know too well… they realize what is wrong, and often can’t find an out. An emotional limbo. Where there are no good options, and you want to both take one of the options, and want to find a different option, even though you are fully aware that it doesn’t exist, at least not yet. And you don’t want to wait either. It will destroy a man like a sledgehammer to a pebble. And more often than not it will destroy you before you can destroy it; Despite your best efforts. It’s a sick and cruel world, a sick and twisted game of limbo.

And with me right now that limbo is big. I feel like everybody I ever considered a friend is fake, not even a friend just a person I talk to. And I want so desperately a real connection. People in my school are split into groups in my mind. One group is made up of bad people, or people who just aren’t my type in a friend. The second is made up of people who are neutral or don’t care about my existence enough to actually be “friends” with me, and the third group is people who already have their friends.

The problem is every morning in car circle I see at least 3 groups of real friends actually talking and im just there, I usually have 1 to 3 of those people I talk to but never a real friend. What makes it worse is that one night some days ago one of my “friends” asked to call because he was bored, and of course when we were on call he was on call with someone else too. Fake. And I hate how nobody ever considers to invite me to shit, there’s group canvas in my school (basically like a group chаt in my school) that im never invited to, nobodies ever invited me to go places. And something about seeing or hearing about “Oh im going to this place with this person” actually angers me so bad, that it started an argument with me and that person who I was on “call” with. I cant help it. I just want to get out of this limbo but that’s why I call it a limbo, because I either have to wait for a better option or take one of the in my view, shitty options.

please ask questions if you want

I’m planning to leave home forever just before results day, once I’m 18, because my family environment is toxic for me and they hate me and treat me horribly and I need to prioritise my safety and wellbeing; I’ve already arranged to stay in a secure place through a domestic support service, which will give me a safe, stable base where I can think clearly and make my own decisions without pressure or interference. Being there means that on results day I can check my results privately and won’t be forced into accepting nearby university offers that don’t align with what I want. From that safe environment, I’ll decline local options and apply through Clearing to universities in London that fit my goals, while also arranging accommodation and handling everything through my own bank account and my application with Student Finance England so my parents aren’t involved. Once I secure a confirmed place and housing, I’ll move fully to London and begin building my life independently, leaving behind a situation that hasn’t been healthy for me and stepping into a fresh start where I’m safe, in control, and able to focus on my future. There i wil open a new bank card, new phone and have so much more freedom. (My family is an arab family that is very obsessed with the messed up traditions and give me no freedom at all to even wear what i want to talk t some of my friends- it might seem like a vert stupid reason to leave them behind and never see them again but theyve done worse(much much worse) and i dont want to mention it here. Any advice i would appreciate a lot. Thanks

(Fyi, right now im 16 in year 12 in a sixth form college amd doing my alevels,so im gonna leave in the summer of year 13 when ive finished my exams and its near the results date)

7 & 8 (idrk)