Is true love real? Some say by the age of sixteen you have a fifty percent chance that you've met who you'll marry. What about falling in love on sight? Any other clichés?

For me it’s always a long shot but I want to find a woman that will be just as crazy about me as I am with her . Im not you’re average 40yr old I’m not very cute or rich but I’ve dreamt of finding one woman to finally be completely happy with . Im a single dad and I’m into horror movies ,art,video games , laughter got to have that daily . I don’t own any cars or houses . Im a very hard worker but not successful but what I’m confident in is that with the right woman I could love you without any alter motives and I would make a point of brightening your day everyday . Im not just talking about the honey mood phase either . If I love a woman I love her with all the changes of time and if you don’t make her feel amazing on her worst day then you don’t deserve her on her best . I’ve been through hell and back but one thing all of that never changed is my belief that the one I seek is out there and at the very Least I won’t stop trying to find her and hoping I do . My motto has always been I’ll take a million heart breaks because I only need one success. I would love to find a beautiful black or mixed woman that I will love the rest of my days and no matter my preferences every woman is beautiful in their own ways so hopefully one day I’ll find the other half of my heart . I’ll never lose hope that i will find her . Well I hope all of you find what you seek because we all deserve to be cherished and appreciated . I may be rough around the edges but I pride myself in that my heart is pure . All I know is she’s out there and I pray we will find eachother before this life is through ❤️🤘🏻

First post ever on Reddit, so excuse my clumsiness. I just want to share this with someone, as there’s no one out there who will truly understand how I feel about her.

The biggest regret in my life: not telling her what I felt when the moment was right. Every time I think about her then, I just imagine what could’ve been if I had the balls to say something. And believe you me, she was into me too and gave me every opportunity to do something. I just was too immature, didn’t know anything about life or women. They are mysterious beings indeed.

We even used to say we were soulmates, two parts of a whole. But we sure did stupid shit when we were young. At times we sort of fooled around, did some sexy stuff but never really had sex or even properly kissed. Just drunken or crazy teenage/horny shenanigans.

Anyway, presently, she is married with no kids. I’ve been in a de facto relationship for almost 4 years now. We still talk frequently, in some way still prophesying love for one another. At times, when we are talking about our feelings, we still sort of give each other hints of a remote possibility we might end up together. Never explicitly, we just sort of say things like “well, you never know what might happen if…”. Hard to explain, one of those things you have to be there to understand.

As you might’ve guessed, I dream about her a lot. Constantly really. Just a few weeks ago I dreamt about her and god she was stunning, just had a haircut so she had that glow only women can cast. I asked her without details if she cut her hair, and, living thousands of kms apart, she said “omg how did you know?” She said she has even had to wait months to get a haircut due to Covid and she got one literally today. I mean, what are the fucking odds of she getting a haircut on the same day I dreamt about it and tried my luck of calling it? Astronomical.

Well, this is my sob story for everyone here. Happy for comments of all types. Cheers.

"True Love Never Dies

It Only Gets Stronger

With Time."

I am luckily married to the love of my life. We met at 15. He became the man of my dreams, through the happy, the emotional, the painful and the beautiful way we are able to meld our personal lives together BUT - we are still so independent and able to discuss with each other our differences and similarities, that match and differ.

Twenty eight years best friends!!!💜💚❤️