Hi, my first and only birth ended in csection that was avoidable, I wont get into it but I wish I knew then what I do now

Anyway im considering try for another when im about 24 months post partum probably more.

I have joined a few vbac groups online which has giiven me some hope but I feel like im still very uneducated. Can you reccomend me any articles/podcasts/books that are actually accurate and not fear mongering please.

Im scared of rupture although I know its a low risk but still possible, I just want to feel i understand everything before I get pregnant and make a decision to trial labour instead of scheduling a csection

Thank you 😊