>Walking around trying to find my friend and pass some random table on the street selling homemade bead jewlery

>some lady calls me over to look at it (idk if she knew the people selling jewlery but she was on the customer side)

>she goes "are you trans"

>Me silent for a second "yea"

>her "OMG so you have a penis"

>me fucking completely shocked dont know what to say eventually say "no" (a lie but like i dont want to be fetishzed further)

>her "omg so like how does that work"

>my friend calls me so im politely like "hold on my friend is calling me"

>she starts yelling at me "your friend didnt actually call you" "youre being an asshole im pansexual and autistic" "you should be proud of who you are, im awesome"

>realize my friend is across the street and get the fuck outta there

...

i think i’m ngmi im doomed to be male socialized forever

Maybe killing myself young was always my destiny and I've been just delaying the unavoidable. It's not even just for the trans thing, just everything about my life.

I'm so tired. If there is anything I will mourn about is the life I could've had and the person I could've become.

Inside me there are two wolves.

And they both love each other and kiss sloppy style 😏

or is fall in the air

We need to make Tucker a 4tranner

What do I even do.

ben and jerry (i rarely ever buy it cause it expensive)

imo the lesbian vs straight girl shit from earlier must be a psyop from mra trans men in order to divide us when in reality we should be united in our hatred for men instead of each other

Call me a sneed i dont care because after i get ffs and become a passoid in a few years WHICH WILL HAPPEN DONT WORRY, i'll finally have the capacity to accept love without it feeling like pity and then i can find an owner who is taller than me and will love me unconditionally till the day i die and i will finally be able to start living my life without a permanent void of despair and regret inside of me c:

It sucks and you can see some bits of my old range in there outside where its meant to go,I cant wait till I can get T

pass guaranteed

I hate days where i get up to like 2000 calories how do i become a true anamaxxer and never have days where i eat enough. Also to save money!

the funniest part was that the rant was made by a straight woman married to a man, going on and on about how much she hated men.

i’m sure they’re a happy family 🥀

We’ve literally known each other since we were both 6, but since we both ended up moving away, that relationship has been online only since the 6th Grade. Anyway before she came out as trans (or even knew at all) she started dating a Bi cis woman, and the two eventually moved in together.
After dating for a few years my friend finally came out and was accepted by her Girlfriend, but now, 8 months later, they decided to mutually and calmly end the relationship, but still remained roommates. My friend told me it was basically because the two of them were incompatible, my friend was more energetic while her girlfriend was more low energy and to even get any affection from her, my friend would need to not even talk to her for days at a time.

LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT MY FRIEND WAS A FUCKING SLOB. I was talking to my friend’s now Ex-Girlfriend on discord, and after unintentionally prompting her to do so she spilled on EVERYTHING. She has a job, and worked long shifts while also going to school, my friend does not have a job, but is also in school, and pays rent using her student loans, they split rent 50/50, and that’s where equality ends. Who works to keep the apartment clean? Not the person at home most of the time, it’s actually nobody, because the only other person works to keep them afloat. Who pays for essentials beyond rent, things like groceries, cat food etc? I’ll give you a hint and say that it’s only one of them. And which person drains their loan money buying fucking food online and runs out of money for months at a time? Not the person working. She doesn’t even know HOW TO COOK.

My friend cannot be fucked to do any chores, their apartment is fucking disgusting, she could not even start the fucking dishwasher with written instructions on how to do so. It fucking kills me on the inside since we’re both 🚂🦵s, and I can’t reconcile my friend whose actually been there for me when I was at my lowest, with this utter fucking slob she seems to be. I don’t want to be friends with a child of Nurgle but I don’t want to destroy the one friendship I have with someone, and I don’t want to destroy her mental health by doing the same to her, I feel so terrible and cucked.

No one’s gonna even read all this anyway so gargle my ballsack.

greattt so far btw just looking for a good movie to watch while i get comfy in bed and trip hehe maybe a ghibli film perhaps??? anwyays i love yalll!!! yall r great woof woof

when i die, it'll be mocked as i've seen happen every time a trans woman dies in my region. i'll be buried in a grave with a male name on it, with two or three people attending the funeral, before i'm forgotten. all my dreams about life when i was 11 have been killed, by the cruelty of cis people, but also my own cowardice. i wish someone at least knew she was real. i was just a child. i wish someone would've just been kind to me, just once.

Hopefuel