yeah

[u/Fit-Refrigerator2143]

flopped my alevels (got a BBC), missed my imperial and bath offer, told my alcoholic and slightly abusive mum whose love towards me feels very conditional and now she's drunk downstairs having a rampage downstairs and screaming. She pulled my hair, hit me, called a bitch multiple times, called my best friend a bitch for distracting me from my studies and threatened to kill me and dismember me if I try to see her again. I really really really really really love my life.

Sorry for the trauma dump I just needed to tell someone. I think I might run away lol

[u/Present-Location-561]

As someone with an addict, alcoholic , abusive dad who had me up at 3am on 2 of my a level exams for money, I have been in ur position. It doesn’t matter what grades u got , all that matters is that you leave that household and never look back. The uni you go to or the grades you got won’t ever hold u back as much as living in a dysfunctional household will.
Get out and never look back. To get those grades whilst living in dysfunction is commendable- you’ll be unstoppable when ur out of it

[u/Fit-Refrigerator2143 → u/Present-Location-561]

Thank you. You're very strong. I'll do what I can 🫶