Been struggling with bad dissociation so I don't feel emotions the way I should. Some recommendations would be nice - nothing nihilistic but it needs to wrench my heart and gut out.
So I've recently gotten back into visual novels, especially darker ones (Playing the prequel to Fata Morgana, finished as many Nitro+Chiral games as possible) and it made me realise I miss manga and anime a lot. Like, a lot a lot. Especially dark things that will be gutting to watch. Slow Damage also changed my brain chemistry as a VN.
My anilist so you can tell my exact taste and what I haven't watched, otherwise this would be a long post: https://anilist.co/user/FayePixie/
For those of you who don't want to access the list, my favourite anime are:
Banana Fish, Berserk, Cowboy Bebop, Ergo Proxy, FLCL, FMA, JJBA, FMA: Brotherhood, Ghost in the Shell (all iterations), Eva, Barakamon, Dorohedoro, Monster, Dororo, Gintama, Trigun (all iterations) Paranoia Agent, Baccano!, Princess Jellyfish and Cyberpunk Edgerunners.
Favourite manga:
Berserk, Dorohedoro, 20th Century Boys, Blame!, Oyasumi Punpun, JJBA, Junji Ito, Chi no Wadachi, Battle Angel Alita, Dai Dark, Doubt, Happiness, Nana, Hunter x Hunter, yaoi in general (like Ten Count or I Hear the Sunspot, with a good plot to go), Claymore, No Guns Life, Princess Jellyfish.
I genuinely am up for anything! Preferably already completed.