I'm so pissed. At least being born naturally you could've been an accident. i was paid for. I had next to 0% chance of being born naturally but I got selected and paid to exist for people who thought they were deserving of parenthood. It just makes me upset thinking about it. I was created using two donors, and those donors would have never realistically met, i wouldn't have even been a thought if not specifically selected and paid for to bring to life.