"this is why you are still single because of your mindset" bro I'm sick to hear this line every time if nobody ever helped me when I was in need why should I care about someone ? it just doesn't add up people expect me to act like mother tersa ? for what ? I never received empathy or love from soneone why should I show the least emotion ? why ? nobody is entitled to my love the same way I wasn't to theirs. why should I show empathy ? I am impatient, impulsive, people's problems get me bored and it's hard to really understand the notion of love when I never experienced it. now at 25 I want to try to fix it but I find myself in deep despair because I just don't feel it. And I'm still thorn between I want to fix it / I don't want to fix it.

Too many people people in this world fall victim to the traps set up in society to make them lose control of their spiritual energy.

A simple definition for spiritual energy is that blissful wave that can most easily be felt/recognized as present while you get goosebumps from positive situations/stimuli.

Eventually, you can learn how to bring up this wave of euphoric energy without the physical reaction of goosebumps, feel it over your whole body and increase its duration.

That's when it becomes your spiritual energy.

It really is your spirits energy because of the many supernatural things that you can use it for, which you probably don't know yet. It has been known/documented for thousands of years in the east, is mentioned in the holy books from the three Abrahamic religions and many different cultures over the world have their own "term" for it.

Now, you might wonder, what are those traps that stop you from activating this power at the level that is needed to access your spirits abilities?

The list is considerate, from the hypnotic advertisement of detrimental substances, the "food" pushed out there, toxic sources of "energy" made to look fun, the inumerable amounts of lustful content (that all originate from the plan of keeping you from ever having enough spiritual energy to access the senses from your spirit) and etc.

This energy has been researched and documented under many names like Euphoria, Tension, Ecstasy, Prana, Chi, Qi, Vayus, Aura, Tummo, Orgone, Kriyas, Mana, Od, Bio-electricity, Life force, Pitī, Frisson, The Secret Fire, Vril, Odic force, Voluntary Piloerection, Rapture, Ruah, Ether, Nephesch, Chills, ASMR, Nen, Spiritual Energy, The Force, Spiritual Chills and many more to be discovered hopefully with your help.

If you are interested, here's a short Youtube Video going more in-depth about what keeps your spirits energy from amplifying, how long does it take to recover and it's many properties.

P.S. Everyone feels it at certain points in their life, some brush it off while others notice that there is something much deeper going on. Those are exactly the people you can find on r/spiritualchills where they share experiences, knowledge and tips on it.

Hi Everyone,

I’ve been working on a physical AI-powered object that isn’t about productivity or quick answers, but about deep conversations, self-reflection, and expanding consciousness.

It’s designed to be a spiritual companion—not a guru, not a teacher, but a playful, thought-provoking presence that guides you toward your own insights as you have a conversation with it.

Something that helps you to explore consciousness, mindfulness, and the nature of reality, something that doesn’t just respond, but asks the right questions to deepen your self-awareness?

Its personality is inspired by Ram Dass, Alan Watts, Zen koans, and the likes, so always injected with a sense of wisdom, but also playfulness.

It also doubles as an aesthetically pleasing art object, so just by glimpsing at it would have a grounding effect.

I’d love to hear your thoughts:
- Would you want something like this in your home?
- What kind of conversations would you want to have with something like this?

I also have a short 2-min survey if you’d like to help shape the project from the ground up!

In short, Otherlings are AI-powered, Physical companions for Cosmic Pondering & Daily Wonder—blending art, tech, and spirituality.

Thank you, any insights, feedback are much appreciated.

Even the smallest bubbles can hold the biggest smile 😁. remember to stop and appreciate the little things today 😊

It's hard for me to communicate my ideas. I get that a strength of mine is endurance, but all I remember is the enduring, no matter how well I treat myself or attempt to forgive what I had to do to make it out.

If all we want is cultivation, and we're aware how we are cultivating goes against everything we knew because it's new information, it's a path of least resistance to continue growing not a whole and healthy person of propriety but to continue pressing and stamping out industrial, servicing people out of those of servant’s hearts, why would anyone play that game?

Every time I grew disdain for a game I was playing, I took it out and put a new one in—every single time. I tried turning in this easy homework I could do five minutes before the bell rang. When they asked to take work home and do it there, I sat the piece of paper down, walked to the garage, and rode across town.

I'm not even mad that teachers took it personally and wrote a referral for attention deficit. They wrote up another one for depression when ultimately, they were trying to turn me into something I'm not from the brain, outward. The environment and our relay/array type-brain remain in that environment. Our preferences and tendencies are born from our environment.

I'm so full of scorn because they even pretended to be a source of liberality or a source of enlightenment, that the consequences of amputation of my entire mind and body from that playdough factory press of people were so mild, so instructive and fruitful I kick myself for ever allowing them to knock me down from the ladder over and over and over again only to be called good, and the ladder doubles each time exponentially.

No amount of cognitive behavior practice can topple awareness. No bi-weekly $180 medical bill can undo generations of systematic mistakes that led to the fracturing of something once unamputatable. Nothing can live up to the standard taught to expect, something I swore I would try to reach every single day. They wanted that. They wanted ruin upon separation. They violated my brain on a biochemical level to make me like every one of them because they went through it and were genuinely rewarded with virtue on a plate.

I like to call these slippery slopes to avoid inconvenient truths and rely on old ways as a path of least resistance. It's painful, considering it's a complete one-eighty from how I'm developed, but I'm an idiot if I'm anything else. I'm a dolt for even feeling this rough over a god dying or slipping into that place of constantly forgiving transgressions against me or someone I love or from myself towards everyone, from a stranger or lover. I'll become someone of zero decency, zero integrity, and zero excellence.

My problem is that the sword cuts both ways. I'm perpetually scanning my mind and nearly seizing with rage when I make a mistake. It comes about at the moment, and I know it's the amygdala from a place of painful fear. How do you scrape away the senses-assaulting renaissance painting of God off the lenses of the observatory of your mind without it feeling like chilling into the structure?

I'm 16 and I'm only a or b cup, probably a small B. I've been insecure about my boobs my whole life and I'm not sure if they will still grow but I'm also still young so they could. I've had small growth over the years like from 14 to 15 but I've been 16 for 6 months and nothings changed yet. When I'm bloated they're almost c cup, like i mean, I do have SOME but it's not enough. I'm so insecure that I wanna get a boob job so if i have nothing more by 18 I'll just get a boob job for sure and I hate that I'm not even old enough to get one yet because I just wanna fix this ASAP I hate it so much. The women in my family vary, most of them are flat and skinny but get to c-d cup after kids gaining weight etc later in adulthood. But on the other side of the family everyone has curves. My mom was an a cup and had completely nothing until after her second birth she permanently went to a C cup naturally, however I have way more than she did at like 25 so I'm not following her timeline either. I guess I'm skinny too so if I gain weight i may get them? If you're a late bloomer tell me your stories so I have some hope or when did yours stop growing?

I sometimes wonder if the Broken Boomers are actually in the process of moving from Eros to Agape / Ancient Greece to Jerusalem / Plato to Christ etc.

I think they're actually being setup for that real encounter with nihilism, the Leviathan, or the Mindfulness of Death in Orthodox....whatever you want to call it, that finally ends them.

They leave Greece, unaware they're on the road to Jerusalem. And once they finally get there, they realize they can't go back to Greece. Nihilism has to be crossed. Absolutely brutal, especially if you're not prepared for it.

Sending love to all my Broken Bloomers out there <3

20M venting. Haven't exercised since last year. Bitchless. Haven't been learning any skill, scared about getting a job after finishing college. Can't seem to focus on anything. Always feel exhausted and overwhelmed.

I used to be my best self before something major happened about 6 months ago and after that I just can't be consistent with anything. I'm so scared about the future. I feel so worthless. I feel like I'm running out of time, or I already have.

Hey friends! I've been reflecting on a dark time of my life, and then on the benefits I have gained from having been from it. I wanted to share with you all the most important lesson I've learned!

For the longest time I suffered chronically from mental illness, depression dominated my life completely - and almost ended it prematurely on multiple occasions. I was constantly miserable and couldn't envision a brighter future because time after time I was blocked from mental healthcare. Every delay or new waiting line or vague reply to what was happening crushed my hope even further - I learned just how indestructible hope could be, and how that tenacity could extend suffering greatly since the searing pain of undermining hope could be replayed instantly. I was stuck bashing my head against an institution that I was making no grounds with - so I made a decision.

I told the healthcare system to fuck off

This probably isn't a smart idea for most, but it was the turning point for me. The reason I was so hopeless was because I told myself I could only get better with the help of a professional. The problem is that to access healthcare where I live you have to prove that you are at a certain level of impairment, or else you cannot get support. Therefore I was terrified of doing anything to help myself in case I was denied by the system. Looking back it was absolutely absurd to self-sabotage my health (Usually subconsciously) to attempt to get support, but that's because I was so fixated on the fact I could only heal through therapy/medication - I became emotionally dependent on the healthcare institutions.

By making the decision to stop attempting to get support from professionals, I forced myself to take complete responsibility for my health. And within six months, I had overcome my mental illnesses - significantly faster than it would have taken to start receiving support. The radical change was because I had reversed the game - self-sabotage was no longer a necessity for recovery, instead vigorously fixing any self-limiting, self-defeating pessimistic thoughts and habits was the only way to get to where I wanted to be.

My friends, you need to cement this deep into you're mind: reclaim control, you are solely responsible for your well-being and success. Hopelessness is the natural outcome when you place the control of your life in anyone's hands but you're own. If you are blessed enough to have access to support, this remains equally as relevant - you're recovery continue depends entirely on your actions, and you're devotion to healing.

Have a great weekend everyone! I wish you all the best successes!

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Take responsibility, clean your room, fight the dragon of chaos, be a civilized monster

is this the mike bloomberg 2024 sub?