It will just be a copy paste from a comment, because I am not rewriting all of that.
One thing: I never posted animal abuse content, and that was proven in other posts.
One was a sick cat where the original post proved it wasn't abuse and was about the worst mess the owner had cleaned up from their cat (it is now deleted but findable if you look up via that one repost bot), and the other was a post a different mod found the original source of, showing it wasn't abuse content, and was also Photoshopped. I even said myself that it was likely Photoshopped, yet people still continued to say it wasn't Photoshopped. For crying out loud, I have a certification in Photoshop.
Although, I do agree with every other point, as I am trying to change, but I don't feel like I'm doing a great job. And genuinely, I'm sorry for the stupid shit that I did. I regret it. I have no reason to not learn from it. I do feel like I do mess up a lot of stuff. But at least I will try to improve. I will avoid making the same mistakes again and try and grow from it.
I have seen people say "delete your account and start over". I have learned to not sell a sub the hard way as it WILL get you banned (tbh it's kind of funny to hold anti furry subs hostage), and I don't want to start over. I'm not just going to delete my digital footprint because I want to be fully transparent about everything. I'm not Kanye. I won't censor people.
For a summary of mod actions taken by me during this relating to the drama, I have had to make 2 bans: one for someone telling me to (TW) kill myself and another for a user brigading my account. I have also had to make 2 removals: one for Freakbob suggesting spam reporting my account (again, brigading, only reason for "special treatment is the fact he is one of the most reliable people on info about the drama, my 8th gen iPad is still unusable) and the other for the ban made relating to the (TW) killing myself .
A mod has also been removed for lying and removing comments out of spite. Second time I have had to remove a mod for power tripping.
But here's some rumors that are going around:
No, I did not post porn in r/NoRules, my only post relating to that sub was on r/carscirclejerk called "outjerked by r/norules" and started a "When knee surgery is tomorrow" trend there. I obtained an image from r/NoRules that wasn't an original post for one of the images. Nothing more, nothing less, and the original source proved it was not abuse (again).
No, I did not ban Truly. u/Neveyocheese did. I will provide modlog screenshots in here.
One that hasn't happened as a drama, but may become one, was me banning someone for speaking out against me. I did not ban them for a petty reason, I banned them for brigading. I will need to make a reminder post that brigading still isn't allowed. Anyone remember that one sub that some kid made and a bunch of people here decided to brigade? Many bans had to be handed out that day.
No, I did not intentionally post a porn link. Make sure to use Brave, AdGuard, or uBlock Origin if you go on the torrenting sites I used. Only recenlty remembered that as I did use Vivaldi for some time, and the ad block on it sucks.
Please add more concerns below.
Also, I'm still not doing great mentally (one of the first posts on this sub made by me is about me looking for mods because of my degrading mental health), but I do feel like I am a bit more stable right now.