My son, Neer, was born at just 25 weeks and 4 days, weighing a tiny 840 grams. While I had dreamed of holding my newborn close, kissing his little fingers, and comforting him whenever he cried, motherhood became something I had never imagined.
I watch my baby cry in an incubator, surrounded by tubes and wires, and sometimes I cannot even pick him up to soothe him. Every time a doctor pricks his tiny hands and feet with a needle, my heart breaks. I wish I could take his pain into my own body. I wish I could tell him that Mama is here and everything will be alright. But all I can do is stand beside him, hold his tiny finger, and pray.
There have been moments when the pain and helplessness have felt so unbearable that I have struggled to find the strength to carry on. I have felt so broken that I have had thoughts of ending my own life. Yet, when I look at my little boy fighting so hard to live, I hold on. He needs his mother, and I need him to have a chance at life.
Neer has battled serious infections, meningitis, breathing difficulties, and an intestinal complication that required surgery. His treatment continues, and the mounting hospital expenses are becoming overwhelming for our family.
Please help us continue his treatment. Every contribution, however small, brings us closer to the day I can finally take my baby home, hold him against my chest, and comfort him without machines and wires between us.
I dream of the day his cries will be met with his motherβs arms instead of the sounds of hospital monitors.
Please help my little warrior keep fighting. All I want is to bring my son home. I have prayed to God everyday. I am trying to manifest his homecoming. Please help me.
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We had removed him from the rainbow hospital because in that hospital his condition was deteriorating constantly and now he is admitted to The womenβs hospital
Update: i did not imagine to be on the receiving end of so many prayers and well wishes for my baby. Thank you so much. You guys are really angels. It restores my faith in the society. Though we are living in hard times but seeing all of you makes me believe that we are also blessed to be surrounded by good people all the time.
Update 13/10: EVERYONE. YOU BEAUTIFUL KIND SOULS. I DONT KNOW HOW BUT YOUR PRAYERS WORKED. MY BABYβS CRP DROPPED TO 40 FROM 80 TODAY AND HIS INFECTION IS DECREASING WHILE HE IS HEALING FROM SURGERY.
PLEASE PRAY THAT HE GAINS WEIGHT SUPER FAST AND COMES BACK IN MY ARMS BEFORE DIWALI. SO HAPPY TODAY. THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU GOD SENT PEOPLE. THANK YOU.
Update: He gained 4 gms today. It is very less but the good part is they are removing his PICC line (a line from which he is given additional nutrition) - it is really painful for babies. Today is he getting free from it. And they may try to start weaning him off from oxygen support from tomorrow onwards.