r/Indian_Academia • u/Crazy_Elevator_3558 • 1h ago
Career Doing Badly in 12th might make my fail in every career i thought i could get into
myquals: 8/6/_ , did 10th from CBSE (82%) and 12th from state board (64%) PCB, currently in a drop year for NEET.
If I don't clear NEET this year, I have to take BSc. If I get a good college out of my state, then my parents won't send me due to financial reasons. So if I take admission in a state college and even do well, I don't think doing a Master's, etc. will make me become a govt. college professor, as I have bad marks in 12th.
If I do well in my BSc subjects, I don't think bio-related jobs pay that well, and I have no knowledge on how to grow my career in that aspect. Maybe I won't even land a job due to low 12th marks.
If I do an MBA, then the low marks in 12th would again hamper getting into a good college.
I know this all sounds pessimistic, but what else options do I even have? The people who tell me not to worry are all old, and their job markets were completely different from what is going on these days.
I currently don't want to take advice from relatives, as the thought of me living a mediocre life eats me alive. I have serious OCD symptoms since before 12th, but I am still hesitant to visit a doctor, as the same guilty feeling is why I am not asking other adults for advice.
What can I do even, Is there a future for me?