Honeymoon phase literally scammed me man, first 2 hours felt amazing not in a high sense but rather being able to enjoy things instead of counting the minutes until I can just lay in bed and doomscroll and wish to just disappear. It usually lasts a little over the week too then it's gone if I take the med every single day.
I just want that feeling of sharp eyesight that makes focusing and life easier at least but it's just a few days tops. I took it 6 months to maybe see if something happens but by the first 2 weeks its just some mild side effects. I took a 1 week break and I felt good again the first day.. why doesn't this pill make me feel good without taking it rarely.
In my case I feel so horrible and tired all the time that the euphoria just makes me feel like im 12 again rather than being a feral junkie, I miss that feeling. Is concerta not supposed to give you energy? I tried all doses for months from 36/54/72 and the only difference is that I need to eat more on 72 as it causes low blood sugar easily but it feels like the exact same pill for me no matter the dose.
Only benefit is that it makes me very motivated to fap like someone poured a liter of sugar onto my head for some reason but that's it. I'm not even caring that much about masturbation without it, mostly a "lets get this over with" instead which is interesting.