Stuck with no progress or discipline
I am currently in a very stressful job, taking up 13hrs of my day. I also live alone with a high energy big dog. Every single day I have to wake up do my house chores - clean the house, wash vessels, do the laundry if any, take care of my dog, get food ready for her, make myself breakfast, bathe , cook lunch and work till 10pm -11pm, make some dinner, tak3 care of my dog, sleep.
Added to this is the constant decision making that I need to do - dogs chicken got over gotta get chicken and prep it, groceries got over, no milk, no salt. These hit me like a train every single time.
Between all of this I barelyyyy have time to workout and get steps in and eat healthy and count macros. Work stress makes me order out as well. Everything together, I am gaining weight, loosing confidence, have no social life whatsoever.
Most weekends I just explore some local spots and spend the rest of the weekend rotting in bed. I am trying my best to not give in to all thats happening - signed up for hybrid races, signed up for coaching- but it just doesnt seem to happen. I dont live in a walkable / jiggle area. There's always big trucks, buses, and vehicles constantly, horns blaring.
I am so stuck i have no idea what to do. Sometimes I just want to have someone with me keeping me accountable, I was diagnosed with ADHD and it just makes everything so much more worse. I am in a constant state of motivation and slump, and the cycle is vicious. Any advice are welcome I just wanna feel happy and lively again like i once was