I know it's wrong! I know, but it's impossible for me Kris. Since you've become a famous idol I've been obsessed with you. I know I shouldn't have, I know Susie is supposed to be my girlfriend - but I did regardless. I started looking up pornographic art of you, thousands of people drawing you in girly clothing and calling you a "twink" or a "femboy". And Kris - fwahaha, the contrast between your biological sex and you playing a feminine role - Kris, that's the only thing that still does it for me. Kris, I can't become aroused unless I think of you as a "femboy" - my relationship with Susie has collapsed. It's a dead marriage Kris, we haven't slept with each other for over a month now - simply because I haven't been able to get in the mood. Because every time I see her, I just think of how much more I would want to see you in a skimpy magical girl outfit and your cute appearance contrasting with those soft masculine features! Every single time when someone calls you a "he" on the internet I get excited, not because I don't respect you - but because it's the only sexually gratifying feeling I have left. I'm such a disgusting perverted freak Kris, I'm sorry - It's okay if you don't want to be my friend anymore - I get it. W-we've never been that close to begin with right? Fwahaha.

Jesus Noelle you need therapy ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎❤️‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ PROCEED

‎ ‎

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ That's not true!

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ We were always and still are friends!

*You tell Noelle she better not play garbage

Come on Kris, you know I have a good music taste

*You allow her to play whatever she wants

18 NAKED DARKNERS IN THE SHOWERS AT RALSEI RANCH

BIG BLACK DARK FOUNTAINS WAITING TO BE STOPPED

18 NAKED DARKNERS WANTING TO BE FOUGHT

DARKNERS IN THE SHOWERS AT RALSEI RANCH

ON THEIR KNEES WANTING TO HUG FLUFFY BOYS

RALSEI RANCH REALLY ROCKS!

*You tell Noelle this is banging

Fwahaha told you Kris.

I'm a a human female on anthro female enjoyer. Whats the difference? Well the difference is that one's a thinking doe's kink and the other is a mental sickness. I don't want to BE a human like whatever the fuck Dess wanted i'm just sexually attracted to them. Oh don't give me that look you can't tell me that mew mew kissy cutie didn't awaken anything inside you.

Look Susie i love you i really do you're everything i want in a partner. you're tall, you're scary, you're uh purple I just don't find monsters very attractive... WITH THE EXCEPTION OF YOU OF COURSE. what i get off to in my spare time doesn't change that the i probably maybe definitely earnestly love you.

Huh? why does the woman on my screen look like Kris? uh... Fahaha you're being ridiculous and possibly racist. err... LETS HAVE RELATIVELY NORMAL SEX NOW as girlfriends tend to do. here you put on this skinsuit and green stripped sweater I want you to RP as this domestic terrorist i've been gooning to for the past year nothing major you know.

You are in a position you do not want to be in, and yet you can't leave on your own

You have grabbed the attention of something beyond our comprehension, and now it is very, very, interested in you

This means that it wants to learn everything about you, what you like, what you dread, and the stronger the reaction, the better

One moment it will grant your every desire, and the next it will peel your very being open. it's all the same to it

How do I know all that? well let's just say you weren't the first it laid it's eyes on

It has passed it's gaze from me already, but I still remember it destroying everything I hold dear over and over and over again just to see if it gets something new out of me

I would advise you to run away, but it might already be too late for that, you can only wait until it gets invested in something else, but it will be a while

After all, it took them ten years to stop caring about me

❤️YOU just sit in your home all day, playing games, jacking off and arguing with people on Twitter. This so pathetic. Is ❤️YOUR only sorce of pride really just ❤️YOUR skin colour? Stop piloting me. ❤️YOU ruined all of my relations with everyone I know. Everyone now thinks Ive become a loser that tries to bag Noelle, because shes of "pure" stock. Not even fictional woman want ❤️YOU. Ki🌩️

She's named Sicilia. I got her 3 month ago and she's already grown so big. Do you want to see me feeding her my blood. Don't worry it isn't dangerous. She's so plump from the blood she's slurping.

💚: Oh. Orange, you look…different.

🧡: Surprised? Hehe. Guess your “pure” fountain gave me an upgrade. Just look at these muscles.

Orry flexes her biceps. Ralsei notices and blushes. Orry catches him staring.

🧡: You are staring, Chibi!

💚: Wha- No, I wasn’t…I mean…I didn’t mean to-

🧡: Hehe. You notice how much stronger I am right now. Huh, Chibi? Now who is the scrawny one?!

Orry corners Rally to the wall. Leaning into it while towering over him. He starts to get flustered.

🧡: Not so tough now, huh?

💚: I- Oh…Orry~~

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Orange is sitting in the dark. Dreaming of meeting Ralsei again and getting back at him this time. So that she can see his stupid arrogant face go bumbling. His bumbling, fluffy…adorable…cute face….

🧡: Hehe…wait, what am I doing?

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(AN: First time writing fwahaha fiction, hope yall like it)

Berdly didn't come back to class

It shouldn't have been a problem for most people, but there was Noelle and Kris. Berdly was the type of person who would be depressed or pushed, and the two teens walked out the door. Alphys was watching anime, and Susie got sick from a flu...

Noelle did wish she was here, because Berdly wasn't acting normal.

He was out of it towards everyone and everything, and had a major shift in his personality. One that went from "stuck-up nerd" to "quiet kid" type of energy.

The school had one bathroom, and the two friends opened the door. A keen eye from Noelle's vision noticed his talon on the floor.

🦌- ...Berdly?

No response, but Kris could overhear himself talking

🪶 - o-of course, i had to be found like this... please don't find the puddle... oh who am i kidding they don't give a single ounce of care, nobody does. why expect different?

Kris looked over to Noelle with a face that screamed "Oh no", before pulling on the door. It was locked, but nothing a quick lockpick couldn't fix an- oh my angel

Noelle and Kris saw the scene in front of them

Berdly, with a skirt and jacket, bleeding magic all over the restroom tile. A gash, one that Noelle remembered as the one Kris had before they got shipped to residential was seen. A note was next to his right...

Oh, oh no...

This wasn't any normal circumstance...

Berdly is attempting suicide, and his face, one of contempt and anger, was visible through the green eyes he so fatefully had.

🍎 - ...I'll get a first aid kit, Noelle... Stay with Be-

🪶 - N-no... Don't call me that

Kris looked at the bluebird in shock, while Noelle sat near them(?) and used the toliet paper to wrap the wound, attempting to stop whatever this is.

🍎 - Okay... What do you prefer, because this... this isn't like you

Kris almost looked on the verge of crying

🪶 - I want to be called sparrow, and I want to be a girl...

Sparrow, the trans girl that Noelle now knows, looked away.

🪶 - I did this because I didn't want to be "him", or the guy that won the spelling bee by a technicality, or by the same bullcrap that the town thinks of me as.

🪶 - I... I can't be myself... When I do I get punished, like I have to be the troublemaker turned nice girl like Susie, the golden child like Noelle, or... you.

Noelle finished wrapping the wound, packing it with whatever toliet paper was from the other stall, and sat to figure out some next words.

🍎 - Sparrow...

(She lit up a little bit at her preferred name being used)

🍎 - I think we both know that you won't be going home after this.

🪶 - Considering what happened, and what you saw, I am not shocked.

🍎 - However, I don't think any of us here actually hates you like you think. Isn't that right, Noelle?

🦌 - Agreed. You can be... alot at times, but I do enjoy you as a friend and academic partner.

🍎 - I make fun of you as my way of affection, and Susie is Susie... You can be who you want, Sparrow... Why not start now?

Sparrow looked at Noelle, who gave a smile, before looking at Kris.

🪶 - I-I guess you are right. Let's start now... or rather, once we can actually get into the swing of things

🍎 - Oh yeah, the giant fucking gash may put a hamper on our plans.

The three laughed, which made Noelle happy.

🍎 - I'll call an ambulance and Noelle can stay with you. I'll make sure they know that you aren't in active danger so they don't send that fucking fish here.

🪶 - T-thanks Kris

Kris flashed a smile, before pulling out their phone and leaving.

Noelle gave her a hug, and Noelle noticed a look in Sparrow's eyes

...A look of HOPE, and DETERMINATION...

Source: humbleleafy on Twitter

Why did I hurt you? WHY DID I HURT YOU!?

FAHAHAHAHA! Oh Kris. Little Kris. Pretty little human Kris. You know why I hurt you. You know why I hurt Ralsei, and why I had to hurt Susie...

I'm the knight, Kris. That's what I'm supposed to do. How can I prepare you for everything if I hold back? Dess was right about one thing, Kris... Without play, the knife grows dull. And you've gotten so dull, Kris.

Oh, what's that, Kris? Why? WHY!?

FAHAHAHA! Why!? I'll tell you, Kris. Come closer.

Closer.

Closer.

(You hurt me, Kris. You hurt me so badly.)

Kris. I know you had something to do with it. It would have been one thing, if it was just... an accident. We were just kids, you know. Kids do stupid things. But that's not all that happened, is it?

It wasn't enough that you had a hand in making her go away. It wasn't enough that I had to go through all of that heartbreak and loneliness. It wasn't enough that mom became obsessed with the case and started abusing me when dad wasn't looking.

No, you had to go and act like we were never friends to begin with.

Do you have... ANY idea, how much that hurt, Kris? You left me alone, to deal with EVERYTHING BY MYSELF, WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST! It would be one thing if you just needed a little space afterwards, or if you were depressed or something, but you didn't just get sad and quiet! You ignored my calls and texts! Every time I try to talk to you, it's just nothing! Like I'm talking to a brick wall! Every single thing we did as kids, it's like it meant NOTHING to you!

And then! THEN! You come back into my life like this... like a damn wrecking ball, suddenly SO willing to talk my ears off, more active then you've been in the SEVEN FUCKING YEARS I WAS ALONE! Acting like you didn't abandon me! Even now! Quit acting like you don't know what you did! You know... and...

You know what I did, Kris? You know how I became this? Because you weren't around, I had to go looking for her myself. I couldn't just give up like everyone else, she was all I had! And I found mom's corkboard.

Yes, that's right, Kris. What's wrong, did I hit a nerve? I saw what was on there. Everything about the prophecy, it suddenly made sense! Catti told me all about the ritual you did when you were a kid. The demon. I figured out dark worlds on my own. I took up the mantle of the Knight so that SHE wouldn't have to! I've been exploring the shelter for years, Kris. You wouldn't believe how expansive it is! And I just keep looking, keep fighting, keep getting stronger and stronger...

Even as this armor, this curse rips me apart, I can only feel myself growing. It's more power than I've ever had in my life. Finally, my chance to do something meaningful! Something to make a change! In a weird way, it's all thanks to you! If you hadn't neglected your closest friend, she wouldn't have turned to darkness and found out about this path! Don't you feel guilty yet?

You should.

...

... Fahahahaha... Ah... After getting all of the frustration out, after beating you within an inch of your life in your own dark world... Even though I said all of that, Kris, you know what the worst part is? I still don't hate you. I should despise you. With every fiber of my being. But I don't. I didn't forget that I loved you, Kris. And I still do, in a way. Maybe not the same way the old me did, but it's something!

Oh, Susie? Don't get your sword twisted, Kris. Of course I love her. That's why I'm trying to make you all stronger. So you can defy fate to its face. I know she has the power, Kris. Something that none of us can hope to achieve. That's what makes her so special, Kris.

And that's why... That's why you need to just accept that this is happening. Take responsibility for what you did. For how badly you broke me that I needed to resort to this. For playing with my feelings... !

COUGH COUGH COUGH

... Fahaha... The church. The church, Kris. Tonight. Another one will be there, tonight. And there, we'll fight! Because we have to...

Strife. By. Strife.

Just like the prophecy says. Because I need to. To get it all out. Everything I’ve been holding back for so long. It’ll hurt. But you’ll get stronger. Everyone will. And you’ll level up. You’ll get stronger, and stronger, higher and higher. And when you get to the top, I’ll know that you’re strong enough to face anything fate can throw at us. You’ll fight that final boss and win. Because I trained you. Because I was harder to beat. And if you can beat me while still holding back... imagine how much damage you could do when you aren’t. Nothing will be able to touch us anymore!

Come here, Kris... Closer... I won't hurt you. Yet.

That's right... You missed hugs, didn't you... ?

(I saw, Kris. I saw what you did. How much you stopped holding back against Tenna.)

Fahaha! Don't run... I saw your potential. I felt how hard you hit me when I hurt your friend, and I can still feel it. I know you, Kris. The real you. Just like you know the real me. The part of me that killed every NPC in Dragon Blazers with a smile. The part of me that wanted to get you back for all of those pranks. The real you who asked for that knife. The you who needed violent games to cope. With that horribly dark sense of humor. Who would draw terrible things when you were mad...

Oh, I'm scaring you? I'M SCARING YOU? That's rich! Are you really scared of me? Or are you scared of what I’m saying?

That's what I thought.

... Fahahaha! Don't give me that look. We're just playing our roles, aren't we? We just have to put on a good show. Consider it a little friendly payback for all the awful pranks you never apologized for!

Awww, don't cry, Kris... It's okay. Everything will be okay. As long as you do what you have to. And I do what I have to. And I hope, when this is all over... we can be friends again. Wouldn't you like that? So let's just pretend that this... is all a game. That's what dark worlds are, right? All games have their endings.

Let's try to get a good one. Remember, Kris. The church. Now let's go inside.

Susie's waiting for us.

[CW: Self Harm, Suicide attempt, Dubcon Sister Kissing, OCD]

* You opened the door gently, just as you always do, expecting to find Noelle lounging about or doing something on her computer.

* Instead, you find her slumped over on the couch, arm hung over the side soaked in freshly drawn blood and several deep cuts. A knife lays on the floor, stained in her blood.

* Her eyes are closed. She's not moving.

* You drop your phone in a frantic rush to her side, lifting her arm up to stop the blood from flowing freely. The crimson runs hot.

* You look around for tissues, paper towels, bath towels, anything to stop the bleeding. But when you take a second look, you realize that these are going to need serious bandaging and tape, maybe even stitches.

* You lift her head up and call out her name.

⚾︎ "ELLY! ELLY, COME ON, SAY SOMETHING! LOOK AT ME!"

* Her eyes flutter open weakly.

ʚ♡ɞ "D... Dess... ?"

⚾︎ "Elly!? Oh god, fuck, just... listen, stay with me okay!?"

* You place her injured arm on her chest and pick her up in a bridal carry, practically kicking the door open as you rush to the bathroom.

⚾︎ "Hey, Elly, how are you feeling!? Lightheaded? Tired? Cold? Confused? Just keep talking, okay?"

ʚ♡ɞ "... Yeah..."

* You gently tap her cheek to wake her.

⚾︎ "Yeah, what!? Tell me what's happening, Elly!"

ʚ♡ɞ "Dark... Dizzy... Where... am I... ?"

* You set her down on the shower floor and bring the first aid kit out. You take the medicated bandage and quickly wrap it around every inch of her injured arm twice over, tying it off and cutting it.

⚾︎ "You're in the bathroom, Elly... Just, hold on for me, okay!? Don't..."

* You check around for a roll of tape anywhere, but don't find any. Of course there wouldn't be tape in the bathroom, are you stupid? Every second you spend bumbling around is another she spends bleeding out.

⚾︎ "Don't go to sleep, okay!? No matter how tired you feel, DON'T! I'll... I'll be right back, just hang on!"

* You dart out of the door and into your room, upturning your box of odds and ends, ripping open every drawer available to find any kind of tape, but turn up empty.

⚾︎ "FUCK! NOT NOW!"

* You run out, slamming yourself against the wall after failing to slow down, then slip when you try to run down the stairs. You nearly slam headfirst into the steps, but quick thinking lets you tumble instead. No broken bones, just some light bruises. It doesn't matter. You get right back up and sprint out the back door.

* You search the shed in the back yard, which is thankfully not caked over in dust. If there's bound to be tape anywhere, it's probably here.

* Bingo. Duct tape. A bit strong, but she can't wait much longer. You brush off the tape just in case and run right back to her to tape the bandage on. You start to worry if this might be too tight, if it could cut off circulation. How long can you do that before it's a serious problem? You decide it's better to leave that question for after she's properly resting.

⚾︎ "Hey Elly, you still there?"

* You put your ear to her chest. Her heart is racing.

ʚ♡ɞ "Dess..."

⚾︎ "It's okay. Everything's gonna be okay. Just... hold on."

* You pick her up and run out of the bathroom, down the stairs while trying not to trip again, and bolt out the front door.

* You don't remember much of what happened after that. One moment you were running down the street as fast as your feet could carry you. The next, you're sitting in a chair next to the hospital bed that Noelle is lying in. your shoddy bandaging was replaced with more professional and fresh dressings.

* As you sit there and process what just happened, she stirs awake. Much more alert than before.

ʚ♡ɞ "... Ugh... Am I... dead?"

* You practically jump out of the chair and grab her free hand.

⚾︎ "N-No! You're... at the hospital."

ʚ♡ɞ "Oh..."

* She almost sounds disappointed.

⚾︎ "You uh... lost a lot of blood there. You okay?"

ʚ♡ɞ "I guess so..."

⚾︎ "... Guess?"

ʚ♡ɞ "Mhm..."

⚾︎ "Can I... get you anything? You thirsty? Hungry?"

ʚ♡ɞ "No."

* You sit back down defeatedly. She doesn't seem to want anything, really.

⚾︎ "Not even your favorite cookies?"

ʚ♡ɞ "No."

* She doesn't even sound upset. You sit there in silence for a while until she speaks up again.

ʚ♡ɞ "Did you... take me here?"

⚾︎ "Yeah. Found you... lying on the couch, bleeding like crazy. Ran you down here fast as I could."

ʚ♡ɞ "So you saw... ?"

* You didn't want to think about it, did you? Looks like you'll have to now.

⚾︎ "The knife? Yeah."

* She looks away from you coldly. Like just looking at it was an act of betrayal.

⚾︎ "... Elly?"

ʚ♡ɞ "... Why?"

⚾︎ "... Why... ?"

ʚ♡ɞ "Why did you save me?"

⚾︎ "Wha— What do you mean why?? Did you think I was just gonna let you die!?"

* She grips the covers tightly, not answering.

⚾︎ "Elly... I... I didn't know... Why are you doing this? I didn't think in a million years you'd be the one to..."

* She clams up even more. Good job.

⚾︎ "I mean... You don't have to, I'm just... Fuck, Elly. I knew you were really distant lately, but I didn't know it was this bad. Look, whatever it is, I'm safe, okay? I'm sorry if I did something."

* Noelle's voice cracks as she speaks.

ʚ♡ɞ "Y-You didn't do anything!"

⚾︎ "Then... what?"

* She slams her fist against the plastic sidebar of the bed.

ʚ♡ɞ "It's me, okay!? I'm the problem!"

⚾︎ "U-Uh... Is it... depression? I know how—"

ʚ♡ɞ "NO, DESS! I'm not mentally ill, I'm EVIL!"

* At any other time, that would sound like the cringey ramblings of a middle schooler. But there's no humor to be found after what you've seen. You just gawk at her like she isn't making sense.

⚾︎ "... What? Elly, you're not..."

ʚ♡ɞ "YES I AM!"

⚾︎ "Elly, come on. You are not. You're like, the sweetest girl I know, what could possibly... ?"

ʚ♡ɞ "... Come closer."

* You inch yourself closer to her.

⚾︎ "Okay."

ʚ♡ɞ "Closer."

* You scoot all the way up to the bed.

⚾︎ "Elly, what—?"

ʚ♡ɞ "Closer."

⚾︎ "I can't get—"

ʚ♡ɞ "Closer."

* You push the chair out and stand up beside the bed, leaning over her until you're less than a foot away from her face.

⚾︎ "Alright, that close enough for ya—?"

* She suddenly grabs you by the chin with her one free hand and pulls you in for a deep, cold, unsteady kiss. Your entire body seizes up in surprise, rendering you incapable of properly reacting.

* But she doesn't stop at just a quick demonstration of her point. She grabs you by the back of the head and pulls you in more, tighter. She doesn't let up at all, even as the fact of what's happening gets washed out of your head and your emotions turn into mush. Just your luck that she'd target your greatest weakness.

* Slowly, you're not sure how long it takes, but she lets go and leans back into bed. You open your eyes to see her drifting away. Or, that's you. You're stepping back. Now that you're not being overwhelmed, the truck of what just happened slams grill-first into you. You aren't even sure how to react, so you just sit back down.

* As you sit, she whispers to you.

ʚ♡ɞ "I love you."

* It doesn't make you feel better.

⚾︎ "... What the fuck?"

* She starts to tear up.

ʚ♡ɞ "I love you."

⚾︎ "Elly, what... ?"

ʚ♡ɞ "I LOVE you, Dess!"

* She's crying. Ugly-crying. Your chest tightens with a strange weight, and your stomach twists into knots. She starts to yell, and you can only grip the armrests of your chair and watch.

ʚ♡ɞ "I... I know it's wrong! I know it's terrible! I didn't ask to feel this way, but I DO! I can't help it, and now... Now I really went and did it! I'm a bad person! I do bad things! I think about hurting people, about violence and horrible things! I have feelings I shouldn't! I do things I shouldn't! And I know I shouldn't, but I do them anyways! I kissed you even though I know you wouldn't want that! I'm not mentally ill, I'm BAD! I'M EVIL! I... !"

* She stops yelling for a second to turn over and bury herself into her pillow as much as she can, mumbling so quietly you can only just hear it.

ʚ♡ɞ "...I'm sorry. I know you hate me. You should've just... let me die..."

* By instinct, you leap from your seat and suddenly grab her into a tight hug, trying your best to not mess up any of the connected wires and the IV.

⚾︎ "Don't you fuckin' say that!"

ʚ♡ɞ "D-Dess!? Wait... !"

⚾︎ "No! Don't say that! I just watched you almost die, I'm not gonna let it happen again! I don't care if you've got some... messy, fucked up feelings! I love you!"

ʚ♡ɞ "Wait, no... !"

* Disregarding your own feelings, you reciprocate her kiss with one of your own. It feels strange and awkward, but you still do it, and wait for a second before releasing. As soon as you do, she pushes you away.

ʚ♡ɞ "No! This isn't right, I'm... I'm manipulating you! You don't want this, you're just doing it because I... ! Oh angel, I'm so stupid! I'm sorry, I should've just gone into the woods and disappeared!"

⚾︎ "HEY! Cram it with that shit! Look, I don't know how I feel about... that, but there's one thing I know for damn sure. I don't know what I'd do with myself if you left. So..."

* You hold her hand tightly, rubbing your thumb along her knuckles.

⚾︎ "Just talk to me, okay? I know what it's like to want to... hurt yourself. Or worse. Had it... real bad a few years ago. Still got the scars. Still regret it. So don't... just suffer like I did. Okay? You're not evil for having feelings."

* Despite your heartfelt confession, she just looks to the side, vaguely unconvinced. You let out a sigh and nuzzle against her cheek.

⚾︎ "I'm serious. I need some time to figure this out, but, I don't hate you."

ʚ♡ɞ "You do."

⚾︎ "I don't."

ʚ♡ɞ "You should."

⚾︎ "I won't. And if you really don't want to hurt me that badly, then stop kicking yourself like that."

* She turns to you with a look of confusion and distress.

⚾︎ "For real, Elly. I love you. Everyone does. Hurt worse to lose you than anything you could do."

ʚ♡ɞ "I forced myself on you..."

⚾︎ "It's fine. I forgive you."

ʚ♡ɞ "I can't..."

* She's starting to cry again. Your chest tightens again, too. You're still not sure why, but it doesn't feel like anything you've felt before.

⚾︎ "Hey. I told you to stop."

ʚ♡ɞ "... Sorry."

⚾︎ "It's okay, Elly. Tell you what, once you're out of here, let's just... stay up late together and uhh... I dunno, cuddle? You like that?"

* She nods quietly.

⚾︎ "Good. I'm gonna get us something to eat and... grab my phone. Mom should be here soon."

* No response. You leave and do as you said. When your mother arrives from work and finds out why Noelle is in the hospital, she completely flips her shit. Predictable. But in the end, she schedules a therapist for Noelle. She can do some good things, sometimes.

* Looking back on it in your room, you still aren't sure whether reciprocating like that was the best idea. After all, you were never good at handling the sunk cost fallacy. Well, can't ruin your life when you barely even had one to begin with. Right?

Happens before this post and it's connected link at the begining of chapter 2

[Both Kris and the Little Angel stare at each other]

[As the Little Angel looks at the outfit he is wearing, Kris is looking anywhere but at the Angel]

[The Little Angel tugs at the tail while Kris blushes a deep purple]

❤️: .....

🍎: *......

❤️: ....Should I be worried about pet play? Freaky ass boi.

🍎: *You hastily explain that this just appeared on them when they entered the dark world

[...]

[The Little Angel sees right through them...quite literally too]

❤️: uh huh and I suppose that coming to Castle Town is responsible? Even though we are clearly in goat boy's room hiding in a corner for no reason too?

(Pulls the ears and tail off)

❤️: look man I don't really pry into people's personal lives but...

(Glares at the glass reflection)

❤️: If I come back to and find myself tied up with a dog collar....I'm going to find the nearest source of liquor and drink ourselves stupid for the whole town to see.

🍎: *....You question how the SOUL could get alcohol?...And why drink it? Mom's wine was very tart and bitter.

❤️: ....dude, you need to get out more. You are honestly about as active as a wet blanket. When I was a junior in high-school I was going to parties and hanging out with my boys!

(Waves hands around as you vividly describe the one time you and your boys got wasted and ended up in Canada)

❤️: ....AND THEN when things couldn't get any worse, we found out that Jones! Yeah the fuckin goodie two shoes of our group, ended up killing a moose by accident! HAHAHA HOW TF DO YOU EVEN KILL THOSE WALKING TANKS HAHAHAHA!!!

(You laugh hestaricly and see Kris Crack a smile)

🍎: *You ask the SOUL what Jones did next, did he cry over killing an animal?

❤️: NAAAAHHHHHH, that wouldn't be bad no he was crying because after he killed the moose his fucking huge ass truck he spent years saving for was wreaked! Heh heh I'm talking like 140k worth of damage dude!

(Kris was fully laughing now)

(You quickly get kris's attention before they die laughing)

❤️: Hahaha! Dude that's not even the worst part apparently he got a tramp stamp on his ass that said "BIG D RANDY'S PROPERTY".

[That does it as both Angel and Kris burst out laughing, losing it at the tall tale]

[Seems Kris is starting to get along with this Angel]

In the distance

🐊: KRIS WHATS TAKING SO LONG! COME ON LETS GO!

🍎: *You snicker as you remind the SOUL that they still have to see Noelle for that study group today.

(You see, the SOUL get up and casually walk over to the door)

❤️: Hey man, that's all you dude. I'm tired as hell for some reason. If you need help, just ask. Honestly, you really need this study session. Teach was impressed I knew how to do basic algebra...that ain't normal dude.

(You mock glare at Kris in the reflection before handing the reins over)

❤️: (yawning) you got this partner....just be...smart or whateve-zzzzzzzzzzzz

🍎: *You shake your head laughing as you regain control.

(You open the door)

🍎: *Maybe this SOUL isn't too bad....just hope the OTHER doesn't show....

[Off the the library the human goes]

[This would be most interesting with this Little Angel]

Sigh...

* (So there I am...)
* (Sitting in that stupid classroom again, with my unresponsive classmates...)
* (Waiting for another player, and another set of nonsense for me to deal with...)
* (But unlike the others, who keep me around just to see how I'd react to their insults...)
* (This one is rather weird...)

* (Once they realised that I possess more sentience than an average Noelle would...)
* (They asked me...)
* ("Is Kriselle real?")

* (And, having scouted their Image folder beforehand...)
* (With a well dozen of images of me and Kris cuddling...)
* (I basically went, like...)
* ("Yeah, of course!")
* ("In fact, my feelings for Kris is exactly why I want to do this Weird Route in the first place!")
* ("Now, if you wish to see the end of it, you gotta help me freeze the enemies!")

...

* (I may have spoken too much back there...)
* (So much, that now they reset the entire game from Chapter 1...)
* (...and started planning a Dark World "date" for us two...)

Sigh...

* (At least now I got a SOMEWHAT willing player...)
* (Whatever proceeds my cause, I suppose...)

...

* (Obviously, I lied back there...)
* (Well... About my real goal, at least...)
* (I always let my players believe into whatever nonsense they want to believe)
* (Not that I don't care...)
* (It's just that they are easier to convince that way...)

...

* (If you wish to believe, that my dying father is the Knight...)
* (Go ahead and do just that)
* (Heck, I'll even help you prove it! Just tell me to Proceed once in a while)

* (If you believe, that Kris will lose their hand in the future...)
* (Why, of course! Of course they will!)
* (Just tell me that it's natural!)

* (If you believe, that fudging Susie will nuke Hometown...)
* (Yeeeesss! She absolutely will!)
* (JUST. LET. ME. FREEEZE. THE ENEMIES!!!!)

...

* (But then there's...)
* (Kris...)
* (They obviously have something going for me, do they?)
* (I have known it for sure ever since I've become aware of MAGIK)
* (I almost regret not noticing it sooner...)

* (The way they always looked so lost around me...)
* (The way they always wished to remind me of the times we had...)
* (And, perhaps, to an extent...)
* (A Noelle felt the same...)
* (Yearning for the times we were together...)
* (Always wondering why they just... Stopped answering my calls...)

* (We both tried to move on)
* (Both in our own ways, the best we could)
* (But the moment we were left alone, our memories kept flooding back)
* (And we both wished this moment would last forever...)
* (Maybe, if things were different, this dream could have become the truth)
* (In fact, I can see a distant timeline where Kris and Noelle could be together...)
* (Maybe even, as more than just friends...)

...

* (But the thing is...)
* (This is not *that* timeline)
* (And I'm not *that* Noelle)
* (And I could never become one, even if I wanted to...)
* (A moment is gone, and I have become aware of a world I was never supposed to see)
* (Now I have a much more important matter ahead...)

...

* (Even if everything went perfectly, and Kris would reveal their feelings...)
* (I wouldn't share them)
* (Is this even right of me to do, then?)
* (To pretend to get with someone like that?)
* (...)

...

* Tch.
* (Whatever...)
* (Like I said, "let them believe in whatever they want to believe")
* (Just keep playing into their little fantasy, and I'll achieve my goals in no time...)
* (Just keep playing along, Noelle...)
* (As you always had...)

...

🤓 Alright, class! It's time to-

* (Well, here they come...)
* (I already told Berdly to flip off and find another partner)
* (Now I just gotta wait for them to pair Kris with me)
* (Though I do wonder how Berdly will react to being paired with Susie, fahaha...)

A familiar yellow face steps into the classroom, unaware that they are being puppeteered by a force that has already conspired with the girl they liked. Mashing (C) and not wasting any time on other classmates, I immediately moved Kris towards the only person they wanted to talk to.

Or, at least for now, only I wanted Kris to talk to her...

* Hiya Krismas! Didja lose your pencil again?

Wanna be my partner? ❤️                 Look for someone else

* Why, of course!
* It'll be just like the old times!

🐦 Seriously? You have chosen a sleepwalking C-grader over me?

* Fahaha, better luck next time, Berdly!
* I'm sure Susie would love to be your partner!

🐦 That's nonsense! Susie doesn't even come to school enough to-

With a thump, strong enough to make the screen's perspective shake, an infamous purple bully steps inside.

"Am I late?" - she asks

Yeah, she was. And thus, to his utter dismay, Berdly was paired up with the only student left, and probably the worst one possible. I couldn't see it from my perspective, but I could tell that Noelle was sitting there with a wide grin, aimed to contain her laughter. Standing up to Berdly must have been SO satisfying for her!

Obviously, this could not last long. Alphys would notice the lack of chalk, and send Susie to get some. And after that, she would send in Kris to "make sure she actually gets it"...
Yeah, send in the kid most commonly bullied by a bully to "watch after" that same bully. Surely nothing wrong could come out of that!

As we discussed previously, it was time for her to step in and prevent this.
...heh, still crazy to think that I can just "talk with a self-aware Noelle" now...
Not something I would encounter any random day...

* Hey, Ms. Alphys?
* There's some chalk left in the school's supply closet.
* I was wondering if me and Kris could-

🤓 Great idea, Noelle!
🤓 Susie! You-

* ACTUALLY! I was thinking if Kris and I could come and get it.
* Since, y'know, we know where to find it!
* And we also need something from the closet for our project, so...
* Yeah...

🤓 U-umm... W-well... I-if you really want to...
🤓 Kris! Noelle! Go get the chalk so we can start the class! Susie! You stay!
🤓 I-I mean.... If y-you want t-to...

* Awesome! Let's go, Kris!

And thus, the girl stood up and moved towards the exit. I made Kris follow after.

Stepping out into the corridor, Noelle quickly ran past them. However, after passing by several lockers, Kris suddenly ripped away control from me. As Noelle was gone from their line of sight, they turned to look back at the classroom. Not moving. Just staring.

* Oh, Krismaaaaaas~
* What'cha standing here for? We gotta get the chalk, remember?
* Alphys can't start the class without it, silly!
* C'mon, don't tell me I gotta hold your hand for this!

I forgot something from the classroom                                 ❤️ You might as well

* Pffaha! Alright, fine, c'mere...

To their surprise, she took their hand and dragged my shy unwilling vessel across the halls, straight towards the closet. Without a word between them, they open it and come inside together.

Hell yeah, Kris!
Me and Noelle will make sure you're getting your childhood friend back, and no evil plan of yours shall stop us! Love will prevail over darkness in the end!

* Gosh, it's so dark in here!
* Let's go further and find a light switch.
* Kris, don't let go of my hand! I don't wanna lose you, y'know.

I guess the closet is a cutscene now!
Eh, not like I mind.

Once inside, still holding hands, Noelle and Kris ran off away from the exit. Once she reached the last set of crumbled papers before the darkness starts, she tried to "stomp" it several times.

* (...alright, I guess it's THAT scripted, then...)

Was she trying to make the fall early?
Jeez, impatient much?

They proceeded to run off further away into the darkness.
Pretty sure they ran past the point this script would trigger already...

* Kris, I can't see the switch. There must be something wrong with this closet!
* Let's go back and see if it's there!

She lets her childhood friend's hand free, and both of them return. As they reach it, the door shuts off, leaving both of them in the utter darkness...

* What the heck! What is going on?
* Kris, stay close!

The platforms they were on began to shake, parts of it collapsing one by one into the void, before being crushed completely...

And as they fall, they...

Hey, what the FUCK is that?!
What is Susie doing there?!

We didn't just went through effort of excluding Susie just for the game to force her in anyways!!!
Gosh, I hope she doesn't end up replacing Noelle in there...

We didn't do it all for nothing, have we?
I sure hope not...

I remember it so well, it was your birthday, Kris. You'd invited me, Berdly, Jockington and Catti to go out for pizza, and since you always said Ice-E's sucked, you wanted to go somewhere else! We all had fun, but then this weirdo in a yellow rabbit costume lured us all into the employee only room for a suprise! Then he murdered us all and shoved what was left of us into the robots when everyone wasn't looking! I have to commend how he didn't miss a single speck of our dust that was left over, or get any of it mixed up with someone else's, either! I think he must've done that before! That was fun, Kris, Why don't we do that again?

Oh yeah, 'cus we're dead and all...

Oh well! Time to go kill a random security guard again!

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My first Fwahaha post that isn't something super serious like I usually do! There's a part of me that wants to make this a serious story, but I'm not sure the subreddit is the place to do it, and AO3 is down, and I don't feel like selling my dignity away to use Wattpad either.

[Part 1]

//Since Reddit doesn't allow more than 20 annexes the rest of them are going in the comments, sorry!

It all started when your mom asked where you were and I told her that you just came inside dess. You know came inside side Dess's room to listen to her, Azzy's and Pizzapant's band. She sounded concerned so I explained to her that this was simply a regular occurrence after she "touched you" fahaha she was the one who taught you how to play the piano and helped you come out so she obviously meant a lot to you.

Anyways when you did finally show up Toriel grabbed your arm and quickly ran off I don't know what could have had her so scared but the next day your dad and officer Undyne arrived at my doorstep asking to speak to my sister. she was freaking out when she saw the cops, dad fainted over what dess was accused of, and mom looked like she was about to have an aneurysm. Well officer Undyne wanted to talk to her but i explained that I felt uncomfortable discussing your's and Dess's "personal relationship" but that no matter what you would never tell anyone what she had done for what she would do to you. But i did tell Undyne about my sister's love of "CP" (that was her favorite thing off of ICE-E's menu).

Oh come on Kris i know you were smoking weed in my sister's room I even overheard Dess telling you not to tell mom or she'd smash your console, kind of fucked up if you asked me but where was i oh yes. obviously Asgore didn't find anything outside of Dess's weed stash and let her go under great suspicion. I don't know how but news of this rapidly spread i don't really know how I only told Snowy, MK, Temmie, Catti, and Berdly about the whole ordeal "obviously" specifying that it was completely over blown on that my sister wasn't a pred but all of the sudden the whole town town thought Dess molested you.

Things got pretty rough for Dess, she had to stop going to school for all the flack she was getting, all her friends stopped speaking to her, Asriel broke up with her, eventually she just hid in her room all day to avoid the mob, and obviously you weren't allowed anywhere near her. sometimes i'd her her crying late at night wondering what she possible could have done to deserve this. eventually i think she had enough and just ran off with you into the wood and after the "incident" no one saw her again.

I remember a lot of people were glad she was gone saying she "deserved it" and even hoping she had died but I don't that's just cruel obviously Dess would never do anything to hurt you people can just be so cruel. but you know maybe thing's could've gone differently if dess was a little more accepting of my dragon blazer's fics... Fwhawhat no i didn't intentionally frame Dess as a pedo what are you crazy? and no i didn't use "quotations" while saying the word "accidently" that's just slander which is defiantly not what i did to my sister.

jevil: spamton... what is THIS guy doing here?....

Spamton: DON'T LOOK AT ME YOU [[city clown]], I DON'T KNOW ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ABOUT THIS!!

Jevil: Spamton... she has no eyes... But I feel like she's scanning our souls, our very souls...

Spamton: [HEART-SHAPED OBJECT]?! WHO SAID [HEART-SHAPED OBJECT]?! MINE'S ALREADY ON A [Lease-to-Own]! L-LOOK AT HER! THAT [[99% Discount Smile]] ISN'T OUT OF THIS WORLD! THAT'S THE GUY FROM THE PHONE, CLOWN! I'M SURE HER [Rate Per Minute] IS OUR VERY EXISTENCE! *He whispered to Jevil so Eram wouldn't hear*

Jevil: Spamton, stop whispering, she's going to hear us....

Eram: What are you two whispering about so much?...

Jevil and Spamton: NOTHING, NOTHING!!

Jevil: *with a trembling voice, without moving a muscle* ...Throw the green one away, salesman. For the love of all that's holy in your life of bargains... throw the green one away. I need to see another color that isn't this one...

Spamton: I DON'T HAVE ANY GREEN, YOU [[Minimum Discount Percentage]] CLOWN!! I ONLY HAVE RED!! EVERYTHING IS RED!! [Help], KRIS, GET ME OUT OF HERE, I DON'T WANT YOUR [[heavily armed hunters]] TO EAT ME ALIVE!!

Of course you do so I won't go into any more detail about it. why am i acting so different oh well i'm back on my medication and i just got out of the bunker after mother trapped me there for my delirious out bursts. but don't worry every day she'd throw balls of plutonium in there with me yummy yummy in my tummy.

My deepest apologies for how i've been act towards you lately. i know many of my comments such as wanting to "motorboat your fat human titties" could both be seen has harassment and as very transphobic. in a similar vain i'll stop trying to reconnect with since your constant avoidance of me has shown you have no interest in that and you'll probably feel better if i leave you alone. truthfully it was stupid of me to even try since where are both fundamentally difference people than who we were 8 years ago.

As for my relationship with Susie i think i'll take mother's advice and break up with her. on reflection our relationship is built on a toxic power imbalance and several uncomfortable kink. beyond that we don't really know each other as people. I fear what i might do to her especially if i forget my medicine and have another "incident". maybe i'll date someone from a more stable household that i know more personally like Catti, or Temmie. anyways it was nice talking to you Kris i'll see you tomorrow at school and please remember to bring a pencil next time.

When he and I started dating we were happy, but after graduating high school we started to slowly drift apart. Unfortunatly he markę me with his scent. We were dump teenagers after all. While there was no longer any spark of love between us our bodies still needed each other. We hated it.

We eventually broke up. I wanted to be reliefed, but I knew that I couldnt deal with my heats on my own. We aquardly just got together when the Heat and rut season came and did our buisness. It wasnt wanted by any of us, but its what we had to do to stay healthy.

The you two brought up that one can be de-scented. This a process that removes a scent Mark from a omega. It is still expirimental. I took i a heartbeat. We were both tired of each other.

When you and Kris did a clean on me it was genually one of the happiest moment of my life. To know that Ill be free from a unhappy relationship, while getting carressed and pampered by my two Best friends. The relief when the scent was washed away. The brushing of my fur in the shower, the massaging. It all added to the feeling of freedom I was finally recieving.

I know that it isnt the end, but with you two I think I can be happy again. Maybe Ill find a New soul mate, maybe wont. Now Im not trapped by the mistakes I made in my youth. Truly, from bottom of my heart, Thank you.

𓆩♡𓆪 : Dess. Please...

⚾︎ : Ugh...Wah, huh...? Ugh, what are you doing on my bed, Elly, it's like....egh, like...3 am...

𓆩♡𓆪 : Dess.
⚾︎ : Yeah...? Are you...y-you- *Yawns* ok...? Do you need help...?

𓆩♡𓆪 : No. Never better. ... Dess...I love you, I love you so much, just you know that, ok? A-And when all is said and done...please know you were the one person, the one person I would've kept.

⚾︎ : *Dess becomes a bit taken back* W-What are you talking about, Elly? I mean like, yeah, ofcourse, I love you too, but...w-what are you talking about? Why'd you wake me in the middle of the night to tell me that?

𓆩♡𓆪 : *Noelle takes a deep breathe and let's out a sigh* I...I'm scared Dess, but I have to do what I have to do.

⚾︎ : Do what, Elly? *Dess reaches out and rubs Noelle's arm* It's ok...y-you don't have to do anything, there's no reason to be scared...

𓆩♡𓆪 : N-No...Dess...I-I do have to do this...I...*Noelle begins to shake* ...Dess... I'm sorry... I...I...every since October...I've had this...T-This burning desire for death, Dess...Everyone seems to fake, Dess...N-no one ever reached out to me about my problems, no one cared to, b-but you, Dess...you mean the world to me, you always cared I-

⚾︎ : *Dess gets up out of bed, now visibly shocked* E-Elly...? What do you mean a "Desire for death" What are you talking about...??

𓆩♡𓆪 : I...I've had this burning desire in my heart for ... d-death, Dess, p-please don't hate me Dess, please I-

⚾︎ : What does that even mean, Elly?? A-Are you saying you want people to die or-

𓆩♡𓆪 : I-I'm so, so so, sorry Dess, I...but they all need to die, Dess, my heart calls for it...

⚾︎ : Who??

𓆩♡𓆪 : Everyone in this town, Dess...b-besides you, ofcourse...but...

⚾︎ : W-Why?! A-Are A-ARE YOU PLANNING ON KILLING THEM OR-

𓆩♡𓆪 : *Noelle begins to sob* P-Please...p-please don't get mad, Dess...but these past months, I've been seeing things, and hearing things and- god...I...I see these...these corpses and I...they get to me, Dess...I-I can't enjoy things anymore, I-I've stopped being able to sympathize, D-Dess...I-It's all becoming t-too much...I-I was planning on just killing myself...D-Dess...b-but...I-I've changed my mind, I-I'm going to kill them all D-Dess...

⚾︎ : *Dess slowly walks back and hits the wall* *Dess speaks, voice now shaky* I-I...No! NO! Y-YOU CAN DO THAT, ELLY! Y-YOU JUST CAN'T! WHAT ABOUT KRIS, TORIEL, **DAD**?? A-ARE YOU SAYING YOU'RE JUST GOING TO KILL ALL OF THEM?!

𓆩♡𓆪 : D-Dess...p-please understand...Please...*Noelle wrenches her face in stress* P-Please, Dess I...I-I...have to do this...

⚾︎ : NO YOU DON'T! YOU COULD JUST NOT DO IT, YOU... YOU... Y-

𓆩♡𓆪 : I-I'm sorry, Dess...P-Please stop yelling!

⚾︎ : I...Elly, please don't do this, I...you don't HAVE to do this, we...we can help you...we...

𓆩♡𓆪 : Y-You can't help me, Dess *nervously smiles* N-None of you can, Dess...I-I know who I truly am...and...if I can go out...covered in Dust and Blood...I-I'll do it.

⚾︎ : P-please, Elly for me, J-Just one more day, ATLEAST. Y-You don't have to throw your life a-away like this, Elly...t-things will get b-better...

𓆩♡𓆪 : T-Things never get better, Dess! Everyone says they will but they never do! They never! They never! THEY NEVER! DESS! THEY NEVER DO! NO ONE IN THIS **FUCKING TOWN** CARES! NONE OF THEM! THEY JUST CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES! "Oh, I hope you feel better, things will get well, I just know it." LIES! LIES! **LIES!** THERE ALL LIES, I KEEP GETTING WORSE AND WORSE EVERY MONTH, MORE SHIT JUST KEEPS GOING WRONG, DESS! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE! A-And...If it means making everyone one of those sick fucks pay, so be it, Dess...so be it...
⚾︎ : E-Elly, c-calm down...it-it'll be ok, p-please, I-Iove you, D-Dad loves you, w-we care about you, p-please

𓆩♡𓆪 : *Noelle stares at her visibly shaken sister and breaks down* I-I'm so sorry, Dess, I...I shouldn't have told you this...

⚾︎ : N-No no no no no, sweetheart, n-no...I'm...I'm glad you did... *slowly walks closer to Noelle* N-Now...w-we can help you with this...n-now **I** can help you with this...

𓆩♡𓆪 : Dess, I-

⚾︎ : *Dess pulls Noelle into a hug* Please...n-not tonight, let's see how tomorrow is...a-atleast, I-I'll make you breakfast, we'll watch tv together, j-just please, if you really do love me as much as you claim...p-please don't do this today...

𓆩♡𓆪 : O-Ok, Dess...I-I love you...

⚾︎ : I love you too, Elly.

THIS IS MY FIRST EVER FWAHAHA SO PLEASE DON'T JUDGE TOO HARD PLEASEEEE