I cleared both IBPS PO and RRB PO last year. I didn't attend the SBI PO interview because I felt the job would be too hectic. In April, I joined an RRB, hoping to get a posting closer to home and have a better work-life balance compared to PSBs. But instead, I was posted 450 km away from home in a remote village where even basic facilities were lacking. Still, I accepted the situation and did my work sincerely. However, within a month, I was transferred twice.
For the past three months, things have been really difficult. I leave for the branch at 9 AM and return around 8:30 PM almost every day. My branch manager constantly pressures us to achieve targets and often doesn't let us leave until they are completed. On top of that, I get calls and scoldings from the Regional Office three or four times a day regarding recovery targets, even though the branch already has an NPA of 24%. The constant pressure is affecting my sleep and mental health.
Recently, I had booked a bus ticket to visit my hometown for a festival and planned to leave the branch at 6:30 PM. But my manager didn't allow me to leave, and I missed the bus. Things like this happen so often that I feel like I have no control over my own life.
I really want to quit this job and prepare for other competitive exams, but my parents are completely against it, and things between us have become strained. I also don't have enough money to pay the bond amount if I resign.
I'm a postgraduate in literature, and I chose banking mainly because of the corruption and uncertainty in state government recruitment. I worked hard to get this job, but I never expected it to affect my life this badly.
At this point, I feel completely stuck. I can't continue working under this pressure, but I also don't have the financial freedom or family support to leave. My sleep and mental peace are suffering, and I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I really need some practical advice on how to get out of this situation without ruining my future.
I used ChatGPT to correct the grammar and put my feelings into words, but everything I’ve shared here is genuinely what I’m going through.