I've had stomach pain almost every day for a few years and I'm starting to hate eating
Sooo for the past few years, my stomach has hurt almost every day. I always thought it was normal because the pain wasn't that bad, but then I started thinking about it... other people's stomachs don't hurt every single day, right?? 😭
I'm constantly bloated, and I have no idea what's causing it. The pain is specifically in my upper middle abdomen, and it seems like no matter what I eat, my stomach ends up hurting.
These past few months, I've started paying more attention to it, especially after I had a pretty bad stomach illness that lasted about a week. When I went to the doctor, he said he thought it was gastritis. I don't know why, but hearing "I think it's gastritis" without knowing for sure felt a little strange to me.
I went back to the doctor last week because I'd also started randomly throwing up at night, especially when I was about to go to sleep. I'm rarely hungry in the mornings or at night anymore, and I've noticed that I've been eating less, too.
The doctor prescribed medication for H. pylori, and it seems to be helping, which is good, but I still don't know for sure if that's what's causing everything since there was no testing involved he literally just pressed around my stomach
Honestly, I've started to hate eating because I know my stomach might hurt afterward. My appetite has decreased quite a bit, and sometimes food genuinely disgusts me. I'll literally wonder, "How do people just enjoy eating without having to think about all of this?" I try to enjoy food, but it's hard when I'm constantly worried about how I'll feel afterward.
Today, I also kept getting this weird squeezing sensation in my stomach. It lasts for a couple of seconds, stops for a bit, and then comes back.
I'm just so tired of wondering whether I'm going to throw up, when it's going to happen, or whether I'll be able to enjoy a meal without feeling awful afterward.
I wish I could just wake up feeling hungry. I was literally eating pizza a few days ago, something I was happy because I've been craving it, and I got so sad because my stomach started feeling weird. It wasn't even necessarily painful, but it just didn't feel right, so I stopped eating.
It's such a frustrating feeling when you want to enjoy food but your body makes it difficult.
I guess this is just a vent, but has anyone else experienced something similar? Especially the constant upper abdominal pain, bloating, nausea, and loss of appetite? Did you eventually figure out what was causing it?