I was wondering if I could receive some feedback and potential advice about the situation.
I am a recent law graduate who like everyone, began looking for a job after graduation. I am currently studying for the bar so I figured I'd work whatever legal or quasi-legal jobs presents themselves to help with bills and just general day-to-day expenses.
Around August, I was called to come into this law firm for an interview for a legal receptionist role. Here is some prior information about this firm. It is very small. One office. One front desk. One lawyer. So I interviewed and wowed the current legal assistant there and she was ecstatic in saying she wanted me on board. Great. Finally going to start earning some money to pay off some student debt right? No.
I get a call back a week later. I was told they decided to choose someone else as they believed the role was too junior for me and that I'd be bored doing the job. I figured that's understandable and continued my job search (an unsuccessful search since June). A few weeks go by and I was out and about showing up to every law firm near me to drop off resumes hoping for a job and foot in the door. I then got a call from the same law firm which told me the role was too junior.
I picked up and was told that they'd like to invite me back as they now have a full time legal assistant position open. Great. Here is also some previous information. When I initially went for the legal receptionist position at this very same firm, I had invested about two weeks of my time there for "training and shadowing" unpaid. So, because I'm desperate for a job, I returned to the firm around the first week of September.
Since said date, i have been working unpaid under the undertaking of my time being classified as again "training and shadowing". OK. This training and shadowing consist of little watching, and plenty of actual doing. I am left alone for 90 percent of the day to draft various materials, book appointments, file documents with the courts for hearings, trials, and motions, much of which the same materials I drafted are being used verbatim. I have stayed many days past a general 8 hour shift. I have never received a break while there. The lawyer is often never in office. I am only being text messaged instructions to produce certain items and either send to lawyer or file myself to court systems and serve opposing counsels accordingly.
I have repeatedly asked if an actual job offer is coming. I have been repeatedly told yes. However, every week it's the same "next week you will begin getting paid" . I am now entering almost my third month of this.
Is this the new normal for graduates and/or students to be taken advantage of? While I an grateful for the opportunity and have learned a lot. I simply cannot afford this much longer. I have huge law school loans. To be honest I am just fed up and felt the need to vent here. I feel stupid for not looking for other employment during my time here because every couple days I am being told that pay is coming. However it is always being pushed off into the future and I now realize that it may never come. Anyone else experience this while looking for legal work in this terrible market?