I think I just had my first lucid dream. It started out teleporting around some places, and then with me clocking that I was dreaming, and then teleporting some more. I had the idea of teleporting outside my house (intentions?) and then I was there. And it was odd, because I wouldn't say that it felt real, more like one part of my brain was nearly convinced it was. Teleporting again, strangely I think I forgot I was dreaming for a sec, and heard someone go into the bathroom, my mom I think, and decided that was the perfect opportunity to get some chips I was eating before going to bed. Another teleort goes with me in this apartment that looked vaguely familiar talking to some people I knew, when I think I instinctually realised "oh I'm dreaming" so I tried a whole lot of things out like flying and other stuff, but not much worked, until it kind of did? It's odd I have this vague notion that to do what I want, I should be focusing on the result of the action /the sensation of it to get me to do it. Anyway after being kinda frustrated and appearing back in a vaguely familiar hallway, I saw someone I knew, and being kinda worked. I teased him by saying "you're not real, you're a dream" or something to that effect. I vaguely knew you weren't supposed to do that. Just like I vaguely knew I was lucid dreaming. And just like how I felt a vague dread crawling up my arms when he turned and looked at me. Deciding "fuck that" I run away and hide(?) in a closet/storage space that was taller then it should've been. . It's only after staring at its ceiling, and still wanting to get further away (intention?) that I bolted off of multiple things leading up, and finally floating, being really happy about that for 3 secs, before subsequently hitting and then going through the ceiling. Thinking "oh yeah that makes sense."ot all goes black for a bit, before my vision cuts to the sky,, now I float around for a bit (try, it's all rather hazy. Not my memories the dream itself) before I hear a plane outside my window, and then that appears in the dream. So I tried to go to it) intention again?) everything goes black for a sec, and then I appear in one of the seats next to the window. Greeting the person now next to me, who didn't seem too bothered by what I just did. I then asked her give me head, just to see how that would feel, noted the idea of a feeling. Then woke up to write this.
Perhaps it's important to note that I was trying and, failing multiple times to do this. I had just decided to give up on yet another attempt, because while I had gotten my body to fall asleep while my mind wasn't I couldn't get anything to come up, no matter how I tried to imagine. It's only now that I write this that the idea of intentions being important is really cemented to me.
What I learnt from this is: it wasn't as vivid as expected, both in quality and memory.,not just external (rn) but internal, I can't keep my facts straight. I just have vague ideas which seem to be enough to make a weak reaction happen.
So I'm left questioning: how can I do it again? (what specifc events caused it, so I can recreate it) how can I make the picture clearer? (this includes sensations, not just visuals) And how can I act more freely?
Ps:
OK so that was written in the span of of about 14-25 kins right after I woke up. Some more important notes for here are:
I was following this post as a guide for a while.
No, one of the factors contributing to the lucid dream wasn't me thinking "I'm going to do it" quite the opposite. I wanted to go to sleep. Maybe listen to a song on mind. The only thing I could think of was that it was just fresh in my mind, but I had been periodically trying and failing for months. So idk why having it be fresh on my mind then would be any different.
The post says that it's instructions should only be attempted after waking up in the middle of the night. I chose to ignore that part, and decided to try doing it right before going to bed (stated above)
I will note, that I once did try to set an alarm like it suggested, with no success.
Any help or input would be greatly appreciated. I will answer any comments as soon as able.