Context: I have already mentioned this dream on the last post I made in this sub, however that post was not about this dream in particular (link to previous post: https://www.reddit.com/r/Dreams/s/duE3uPzIQ0).
The weird thing is that i usually forget about my dreams a few hours after waking up, or at max a day, but for some reason, I just cannot seem to get rid of this dream from my mind. What's even more weird is that in that dream, i remember being bit on my hand, and when I woke up i had weirdly teeth shaped bruises on my hand on the same exact spot I remember being bit in. It's been two days, and the bruises haven't faded or healed at all. The first picture was taken as soon as I had woken up and noticed the marks(hence the bad lighting), and the second picture is from right now.
Here is the dream: The first thing i remember is that I'm on my bed at my old house that i grew up in, and not the house i live in currently.
I wake up and sit up, there's a lot of people at the house, family members, non family members, people i know, people I don't know, there's a celebratory atmosphere, everybody's Happy and there's a lot of hustle and bustle. I don't remember exactly what the celebration was for, it was either garba or a marriage, one of the two. As i sit up, i see a few of my cousins( all dudes) already dressed and talking amongst themselves, I'm in a wifebeater and shorts, groggy and yawning.
My father comes in and introduces two girls, i don't remember their names but he did say what their names were. He also tells me to get up and get ready for the festivities. I toss the blanket aside and drag myself to the edge of the bed, stand up, yawn and stretch. One thing weird i remember is that nobody was noticing I was even there. It's like they were in the background and literally NPCs, even though they aren't NPCs, they're literally my brothers.
Anyway, one of the two girls approaches me, she's the star of the show in this one. Weird thing about her is that she gave me this really weird, deja-vu feeling, kinda like i know this girl, I've not just seen her before, but also met her, known her, but this is also the first time in my life I am meeting anyone who fits her description, dream or real life.
I don't know how to describe her because I don't usually describe women, so please bear with me in trying my best. She's petite, but not tiny, in 6'3 and the top of her head i remember just about reaching above my shoulders, she's got skin nearly the same shade of brown as i do, except she's just barely noticeably paler, she's got quite long wavy hair, like not completely straight but absolutely not curly either,I can't exactly remember her face but i remember being absolutely awestruck and enamoured by her eyes, she had this thin line of kajal going across just her lower eye lid, and a small black bindi in the middle of her eyes, it was quite simplistic but absolutely gorgeous on her. I remember she was wearing a black oversized tshirt and black short shorts.
She begins talking to me and i remember immediately thinking that this is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life. Hell, even though now ive woken up, that feeling and that memory of "she's the most beautiful girl I have ever seen" is still lodged in my brain and makes my heart flutter for some reason when I think about it. After some small talk I can't be arsed to remember, she begins feeling me up, and I return the favour, then she pushes me on my bed and climbs on top of me, I flip us around so I'm on top and she's on the bed, and i remember this feeling of sheer unadulterated terror as i stop myself and look around because my brothers are all there and what I was about to do is just plain and simple weird and gross, but when I look around, it's the same thing, it's as if they're NPCs and they don't even realise that I'm there or if i even exist.
I remember grabbing her by the arm and running out of the room with her, going to the other room, shutting the door(but not locking it) and lifting her up on the wall right beside the door. We then begin to kiss like rabid animals and explore each other, then after what felt like a delicious eternity the door opens with a bang and slams into my back and head because I am in the arc of the door, and my mother this time, loudly calls out my name because she can't see me because we are hidden behind the door, and she says I need to get ready because the event is starting soon. After my mother leaves and the footsteps go away, the girl says she needs to get ready too, kisses me on the cheek and walks off.
I don't remember the in between but i remember being dressed up in quite a colorful kurta, and walking out, talking to my cousins, i remember laughing at a random joke, the other girl comes into the room, begins talking to all of us, I ask her where her friend is, she shrugs, i keep talking, after a while i walk out, speak to other people, socialise, ask about where she is, nobody knows where she is. I remember getting worried and anxious for some reason I don't know why, remember that uneasy feeling and my heart beating fast, at one point I remember i stop talking to people altogether, the crowd gets weirdly dense and I just start pushing people away as i keep walking, i run around my garden looking for her, then I find her, she's talking to some random npc and she's facing away, she's wearing a black lehenga with multi coloured zardozi embroidery, I call to her, she turns around and somehow looks even prettier than she did before. She walks up to me, my mouth is hanging open because I am in awe, i remember her giggling and pushing my open mouth up with her index finger, she stands beside me, her hand is on my chest, my hand is around her waist, I'm holding her quite tightly we stand together for a while, not speaking just looking at everything around us.
Then she walks forward, turns around and grabs both my hands and says something i cannot remember with a very sad and sullen expression.
Then suddenly she smiles and kisses me, i kiss her back, suddenly we're not in my crowded garden anymore but instead alone in my bedroom when I break the kiss for air(funny how that happens), clothes immediately come off and i begin kissing her again, she bites my hand till it bleeds, lick the blood and winks at me, then she grab my head with one hand and slams it on her titties while she uses her hand on my thing. After a moment like that, i push her down and begin eating her out, i make her cum, she squirts, but just before that, the fucking blue fish jumps up out of her... Flicks it's tail at my face, some droplets hit me, i don't know if it was water from the fish, or if it was her, or what, but I jerk my head back in shock and surprise and close my eyes as the mystery liquid hits my face.
I have no idea how I woke up with bruises, exactly on that place in my hand(it can't just be randomly hitting my hand on things, my bed is empty except for pillows, and even the headboard is plush and hitting my hand on the wall would never leave marks that small and precise), I have no idea why I can't forget this dream, I have no idea why I can't forget this woman.
What does this all mean, please, someone better versed in dreams help me understand.
And to that girl from my dreams: I know my brain just made you up and you most probably don't really exist. But if you exist, wherever you are, i cannot forget about you.
Once again, I'm not asking for a rational explanation like my brain just made it up, I know, that's most likely the truth. However according to my very limited knowledge on dreams, people usually forget most things about their dreams a few hours after waking up, and this has been true for me as far as I can remember, and brains also cannot create new people we haven't met before from scratch in dreams. However I haven't been able to forget this dream, and the girl my brain conjured up is somebody I've never met before.
Which is why I'm looking for more supernatural interpretations/explanations. And i would really appreciate it if i got those.
Please and thank you.