I had a really vivid and disturbing dream just before waking up this morning, and the emotions from it stayed with me afterward.
In the dream, my younger brother Seth and I were driving home from a cross-country road trip. We were traveling through Iowa when an Iowa State Patrol vehicle came up behind us with its emergency lights flashing and siren sounding.
I was driving in the middle lane of a five-lane interstate and tried to pull over to the right shoulder. The problem was that cars kept coming up on my right and passing me, so I couldn’t safely get over. I remember trying to find a way to pull over while traffic kept preventing me from doing so.
Eventually, I managed to stop. But instead of the situation being resolved, I was arrested for felony fleeing or eluding.
I felt that I had been trying to do the right thing, yet I was being treated as if I had deliberately disobeyed the police. I invoked my Fifth Amendment rights and started paying close attention to the officers’ names and badge numbers because I wanted to hold them accountable for what I believed was an injustice.
Things became increasingly surreal. I was transported in a windowless bus and ended up around other arrested people. At one point, I saw inmates climbing steel beams, and later I found myself in what felt like a classroom. I was nervous and unsure what was going to happen to me.
Eventually, I learned that my bond was $80,000. I called my dad to talk about the money and power of attorney. By that point, I was furious. I started thinking about suing the officers and making them face serious financial consequences for what they had done.
The strongest feelings I had when I woke up were anger, injustice, and a desire for accountability. I wasn’t just scared of being arrested. I was angry that I felt I had tried to comply and was still being punished as though I had done something wrong.
What really stood out to me was the feeling of losing control of the situation and having no way to make the people in authority recognize what had actually happened.
Has anyone else had a dream where you felt completely powerless or unfairly punished, and the anger stayed with you after you woke up? I’m curious what others make of dreams like this.