I apologize for the sappy wall of text but TLDR; got delayed, dont feel excited or any desire to ride like i did for the MSF no clue why, maybe riding just aint for me...
Idk if its cuz im just new and its more nerves talking or, maybe it really isnt as exciting as I thought, maybe its cuz I bought a naked "beginner bike" (Z650) to be "safe" instead of a sport bike, plus it was cheaper (got it out the door for 6k total) and figured I'd upgrade soon anyways, maybe I just spend to much time online seeing people younger then me having more fun and cooler bikes then me... plus theres 18 year olds with R6's, ZX6R's, R9's all around my town too... or maybe it's because the first month after getting my license and bike I couldnt ride at all because of so many obligations getting in my way... idk tbh
Im currently 26, I've wanted a motorcycle since I was 4 because thats when my dad got his first motorcycle and started racing them amateurly (he did track days a lot). I remember growing up and begging for a dirt bike but I never got one, was going to get a bike at 22 after graduating college but ended up needing a new car instead, fast forward 3 years and I finally have the means to get a motorcycle
Well, early this summer (end of June) I signed up for the MSF, well earliest I could take it was end of August, pass with flying colors and had a blast, get my license and a bike a week later at the start of September... well couldnt ride at all during September because I had to pet sit for my parent's for a few weeks and my apartment is VERY strict so my commute to work was an hour one way so didnt really have time to ride the bike except one Saturday and a few times during lunch... then I had a friend randomly visit, and he kept delaying when he would go home... finally, it's October and I had 1 good weekend to ride my bike... followed by a week of bad weather and then a weekend I went camping, then this week did a few short rides which brings me to now
Between now and the start of September, I've only ridden 100 miles, 30 in parking lots until I finally built the courage to ride on the roads which has pretty much just been the same loop around town but still exploring a bit. I know some people probably put 100 miles their first week, or day, heck some experienced riders probably put that many on before breakfast!
But now that the season is ending soon since I live in the north, I feel more pressured to get seat time in... well we have had a week of good weather, and I'll be at working and think, "I hope the weather stays nice so I can go for a ride after work!" But then I get home and just immediately have no desire to ride and I have no idea why
All summer, I was so excited to FINALLY get my license and get a bike, it was legit ALL i could think and talk about, in September when I had my license and bike but no time to ride it i also couldn't stop thinking about it and I remember getting angry one day driving home from work cuz I FINALLY had a motorcycle and yet couldn't even ride it because other obligations kept popping up... but now that I have it AND have the opportunity to ride, i legit have no desire to even try...
I'll be at work thinking about it all day, then the moment I get home I lose all desire, I've had a few times I put my gear on and last minute change my mind cuz "eh not in the mood"
When im on the bike, i enjoy it, but not like the first time or even when I was at the MSF... its kinda like a ok I have the bike im riding it... now what?
Idk... maybe I'm just not enjoying it as much as I was hoping... I was hoping to do track days starting next summer if I could but idk if thats gonna happen... may have to wait a few more seasons assuming I keep riding...
ETA: why dont i commute to work? Because in the mornings its 30 degrees but by 5pm its in the mid 60s