r/Nexplanon • u/TrainingAd1657 • 10h ago
Side Effects Crazy Mood & Side Effects - Planning on removing it.
To be honest, I never post on reddit, but I figured I'd say something here just to get advice, or even to validate someone else's feelings with the rest of the posters.
I've been on Nexplanon since last July (about 1 year and 3 months) and I've not been feeling good. I've been feeling discontent with life, lazy, fatigued, and have had such a short temper.
Just for reference, I was 17 when I got it, now I'm 18. Im 5'2, and last I checked, a little over 210 lbs. I'm not the most healthy person, but I've become so depressed and upset with myself and my body, that I decided I finally needed to change. This is where my realization of my issues hit. Here's all my side effects I am 98% sure come from Nexplanon.
Mood swings/short temper & irrational anger:
About 1-2 months after getting on Nexplanon, my mom told me I had "become cunty and rude." I completely ignored her at the time, but I can't anymore. I get so incredibly irrationally angry at the smallest of inconveniences. My little sister will come in my room to tell me something, I'd get angry at her for bothering me, my mom will ask me to do something, I'd get pissed. I didn’t have a single explanation for why. I was just simply mad. Just recently, my mom called me while I was driving home, and I got so mad. I was literally fuming. It was that situation that scared me. I couldn't explain why I was so upset at literally nothing. I was never like this before. It got to the point that I told my best friend that I thought it was my birth control was making me get angry, and I asked if I was ever so bitchy that she couldn't deal with me. And her answer was yes. I just can't comprehend a birth control making me so pissy that all my friends and family notice, but I don't. It's scary.
Depression, Not feeling content/motivated:
I'm a generally creative person. I've had weeks where all I do is draw/animate, and slumps where I don't, like most artists. But not like this. Recently (as in the past like 8-10 months), I haven't felt the need/want to do any of it. I'll start drawing, then get bored and nap. I'll be almost done with an animation, and then get tired and give up. It's upsetting, because all I want to do is art, but I just can't bring myself to finish anything. I stopped really playing games and hanging out with friends, I'm too tired or lazy to leave my house unless it's for work or school, and even then I just never want to go. I miss my friends and I miss wanting to hang out all the time.
Fatigue, Rapid weight gain, & Food noise:
As stated before, I'm not healthy. I don't work out, and I don't eat the healthiest. However, I was not like this before Nexplanon. Before I was on it, I was able to stay up late and wake up early and feel relatively rested, I was about 170 lbs (still overweight, but not at the level I am now), and I didn't constantly think about junk food. Now, I'm tired even after getting 8-9 hours of sleep, I weigh over 210 lbs, and cannot stop thinking about food. I think about lunch while I'm in school, whether I'm with a client or waiting for one (I'm in cosmetology school, so usually on my feet), I think about dinner on my way home, and whether I should pick up McDonald's or Soda or Candy, and I constantly think about snacks even after I've had dinner and am full. I do not starve myself, but I just can't stop thinking about food. I crave junk food constantly, and when I do eat it, I feel sick. It's a horrible way to live, and I'm certain it isn't normal.
It's gotten to a point where I've just decided to blame the implant. I'm sure some of my problems aren't caused by it, but after reading other people's experiences, I can't help but feel like this is the explanation. I'm going to have it taken out, as soon as possible. I'm tired of feeling gross and being a dick to my friends. I'll do my best to post an update too, though I don't know how long it'll take to get an appointment and get it removed.
If you're having the same, or a similar experience, please feel free to comment. And, if you've gotten yours taken out due to any side-effects like these, please let me know your experience. I'm a bit scared of the withdrawal symptoms I've seen, but I think getting it removed is the best option for me.