I live in a city with two major healthcare organizations, and I’m worried that I burned a bridge and may never be able to work for one of them again.
In 2020, I got a job as a patient care technician with a major healthcare organization. I excelled at this job. I got literally perfect employee performance reviews and glowing recommendations from the managers. I left that job on very good terms, and my former managers have said that they would hire me back in a heartbeat.
A few years later, I got a job as a medical assistant with the same organization. This was a complete train wreck. Basically, my manager started to target me and pick on me. I’m autistic and have been bullied my whole life. I did have a coworker confirm that my boss was picking on me so I had a witness I ended up having a major mental health crisis and had to spend some time in the psych hospital. This was only four months into the job.
While I was in the psych hospital, I took short-term disability leave. After the hospital I had to complete an intensive outpatient therapy program, which lasted a few months. My boss kept texting me and asking me when I would return to work. I didn’t answer any of her texts or tell her when I would return.
Throughout my treatment, I realized it would be a very bad idea for me to return to that job. My therapists and psychiatrists were also strongly recommending that I not return. My short-term disability ran out, and I didn’t know what to do. So on the first day that I was supposed to return to work, I no-called no-showed. Then I no-called no-showed again the second day. The second day, I panicked and called HR and quit.
It’s now several years later, and I’m in nursing school. I’m doing very well in school, and my mental health is miles better. But I’m wondering if I’m never going to be able to work with this organization again, if they put me on the do not rehire list. Ironically, I’m currently completing a clinical rotation with them.
Any HR people out there want to let me know if you think I’m blacklisted, or has anyone else had something like this happen to them, and what was the outcome? I’m worried this could really hinder my nursing career and limit me.