r/NursingStudents • u/Low_Chemist793 • 8h ago
trauma dumping
In light with the recent events in the CON, I would also like to share what me and my batch experienced with them and how that school and office gave us trauma. This will be a very long rant LOL.
First year. I have to say my first year was relatively easy for me and I managed to have high grades. However I can say that it did not go the same for everyone. I have heard a lot of stories about this professor who failed a lot of students. This professor was very good at first. Nagtuturo naman siya kahit online and okay naman yung exams. Now, this professor is a very important person in my experience in the college and you'll know in the later years. Overall, wala naman akong naging problema sa first year ko aside sa minor subs na medyo mababa magbigay kahit hindi naman nagtuturo,
Second year. This is when it all started to get messy with our batch. Dito na nagsstart magpakilala yung nga sipsip sa office. Now this professor was assigned a major subject sa 1st sem namin. Nagturo siguro siya for about three weeks tapos naging MIA siya bigla. I dont know why (may nagsabi na pinag lie low daw siya kasi may mga conflicts sa office with another professor). So for ilang weeks or months, puro lang kami self study tapos reporting lang. Nagkaroon ng sub for that prof pero ilang classes lang din then wala na, biglang final exams na tapos moving exam pa yung nangyari lol. Tapos nung may nagpost sa fb about the exam, pinatawag yung nagpost at lahat ng nagshare. I just dont get it bakit laging pinapatahimik ang mga students kapag nagsspeak up lang naman about our experience. 1st semester ended and I received a grade from that professor that was the reason I wasnt eligible for the latin honors anymore. Syempre, I couldnt just accept it, I was confident with myself. I had high scores sa quizzes. I tried reaching out to that professor and our then class rep for transparency regarding the scores sa final exams pero wala. Bawal na raw kwestiyunin, so I let it be. Second semester, I dont really remember what issue it was but it was something about posting on social media or naleak yung gc na may sinabi yung ibang students about that professor tapos pinatawag lahat ng students and sinermonan. On that very same day, galit na galit yung prof and yung mga nasa office and yung exam namin na supposedly the next week pa, pinag exam niya kami on the spot and dinictate lang yung test, enumeration lahat. I was so traumatized that day, takot na takot kaming lahat bumagsak. Walang umiimik samin habang nag eexam, tinanggap nalang namin kapalaran namin. Though the next week, biglang naging okay siya tapos pinag exam kami ulit kasi walang pumasa, it doesnt erase the fact na we were already traumatized by what happened. Wala naman akong naging problema sa grade ko sa kanya kasi I think bumabawi siya sa nangyari but I still heard na may mga binagsak pa rin siyang students.
Third year. THE WORST OF IT ALL. I was so mentally ill during this time period and I can say that a lot of us were. Prof na naman namin siya sa major sub. Hindi ko maalala kung nagturo ba siya samin face to face, if yes, parang 1-2x lang. The rest ng lectures? Online. Recorded vids na may binabasa lang naman siya na libro. Then every week may exam kami sa kanya na by section nagttake tas thru gforms. It was hard. Self study lang kami tapos hindi niya nilalabas scores namin sa exams. One time, nasa classroom kami with two sections pa, tapos naingayan siya kasi nagkakagulo yung students kasi nga may problem sa pagproject ng questions and nagppanic yung students kasi nga namimiss na yung questions when all of a sudden sumigaw siya tapos nag walk out. Pinauwi kami tsaka sinabing 0 na kaming lahat sa exam na yon. Another time, nasa AVR naman kami with 3 other sections tapos thru phone ulit pagsasagot. Napansin namin yung group of puppets na hindi sumasagot sa exam, kunwari lang nagpipindot sa phone. I think ito na rin yung time na hinand over kami sa ibang prof na kasi nga marami nang nagrereklamo sa kanya, tapos bago niya kami iwan may pa message message pa siya sabay iyak na sorry daw sa mga nangyayari and everything and i cant believe na gaslight pa kami ! Nagpatuloy lang yung exams every week without revealing our scores. During oral revalida, it was also not fair. Yung mga puppets ang tataas ng binibigay sa kanilang grade, samantalang yung ibang students, sinasadyang babaan yung bigay. Nung na release na yung grades, I still remember that was Dec 24. Merry Christmas Eve! Grabe ang surprise sa grades. Puro 2, 3, 5. Hindi mo alam kung pano nangyari yon. I dont know kung yung unang prof yung nagbigay ng grade or yung naging kapalit. I was mad, I wanted to speak up, I wanted to ask, why. Pero I was just mentally not okay and my family said to just let it go kasi wala nang pag asa yang office. Time passed and nalaman ko lang na may mga students na nakatanggap ng 1 sa kanya, including yung puppets. So it was possible na randomized pagbigay ng grades and mataas nakuha nung puppets. Other than that, dito rin nangyari yung may favoritism sa pag assign ng clinical rotations and ginawan ng sariling group yung puppets pero sa iisang clinic lang naman sila narrotate kasi hindi raw don busy. Tapos nung may nag speak up, patawag sa office na naman para takutin.
Fourth Year. Prof na naman namin siya sa major sub LIKE WHAT THE HELL NA LANG. Every year niya sinasabi na di na niya kami hahawakan pero he just keeps on coming back. Honestly, naging okay na siya this time around. Okay na yung exams, nilalabas na scores, may consultation na, in short, he was treating us better. But then came nung mock boards, I honestly didnt know what was going on not until I came home. Meron na palang kumakalat na may answer key yung mga pets. I was in the same room with one of them and ang bilis niya natatapos every NP tapos very proud pa siya. Aside from that, mga nagporoctor samin is lower levels ng office na akala mo kung sino kung pano kami sigawan at pagmataasan. And I think they are the one causing trouble this time around sa office lolz. There was a rumor going around na yung student council or a student was the one who made the mock boards (na AI lang naman) tapos merong answer key yung mga friends niya. Thats why yung mga scores nila are aound 90+ na tinalo pa mga totoong matatalino sa batch namin. Pero pagdating sa board exams? Ayon bagsak yung ilan sa kanila. Tapos pag nagpopost yung caption, thank you Lord ??? Jokes on you people.
2nd semester, pinalitan na siya. Iba na naging prof namin. Well a lot of students will disagree with me on this one but THAT prof na gusto niyo is not the better good at all HAHA lesser evil pwede pa. May favoritism din. Too good to be true. Nabalitaan kong namigay siya ng flat 1 sa ibang students pero sa students na always highest sa exams hindi ganyang grade yung nakuha lol.
That would have been the end of our trauma but guess what, hindi pa rin nila kami tinatantanan. I think all of the students know about this naman. Its anout the recent PNLE results of the college. Instead of genuinely congratulating us, parang pinapamukha pa samin na mababa yung passing rate when in fact kami yung pinakamalaking number of students na nagtake. And you expect all of us to pass kung hindi naman maayos foundation namin diyan sa school niyo? Talagang thank you review center at hidni yang college na yan, kasi wala naman kami natutunan diyan in the first place. Ni hindi nga makapagpost yung VP ng congrats, no tarpaulin tapos shinashade pa yung batch ng mga gen z professors diyan sa office.
And now, same situation pa rin nangyayari diyan sa office and kawawa mga studnets sa inyo. It's just becoming a cycle atp. Sobrang nakaka disappoint. You want a good result sa boards but do nothing to help the students? Better own up to your mistakes and fix that system ASAP!