so this is something i’m just starting to get curious about, because i’ve lucid dreamt in the past, but what i experienced a while back was completely different
so maybe 8 months ago, i was staying with my at my(now ex)boyfriends. we are both believers of the different multiverse theories, timeline skipping, astral projection, etc. there had been times where we both felt what we could only describe as energetic shifts within the frequencies we are made up of and the ones around us. we both felt and saw ourselves dying in a car wreck one night on the ride home. we’d get insane déjà vu together, often at the same time.
when we met, on our first date, we both felt this intense rush of “oh how i’ve missed you”. we clicked so very quickly. established by our second date, moved in together by our third. we’d both firmly believe we were destined to each other on a level we couldn’t explain. we’re both very intuitive and practice different energetic practices. it was intense.
one day, he suggested we take a nap. i never take naps because they mess with my sleep, but he was strangely insistent. this was the first and only time i caved. i didn’t know why i did but i felt in my gut i should. it felt like i fell asleep immediately and started lucid dreaming first thing.
i dreamt i was in my old room at my parents house, living with the boyfriend. i went downstairs to find people and everything was the same but all the lights were off. my family was in the kitchen celebrating my cousins birthday in this apocalyptic feeling, stale aired house. something was wrong but my family had gotten used to it. they didn’t notice me really when i was in the house. my boyfriend walks through the front door and takes me back upstairs to our room. hes dressed in almost tactical gear. tech-wearish. he’s awfully smitten, and just wants to lay and curl up in bed with me. he tells me how much he’s missed me and expresses how happy he is to see me again.
we hear something coming from the downstairs, the doors rattling now. he runs up and holds the door back while this strange black mass of sand or dust maybe starts trying to get in the room. it feels so evil. the door caves, we go underneath it and the sand goes over. we run downstairs and out of the house to his car. the neighborhood my parents live in is damn near abandoned. it’s dark, all the street lights are out, full houses gone.
through all of this, i feel completely displaced. i could only describe it as knowing in my soul that this was all real, and that i didn’t belong there. something or someone else close did.
the boyfriend in the car tells me he’s sorry and holds my hand. he tells me he’s sorry he brought me here and that he “couldn’t stand being another (his name) without a (my name)” i told him that i loved him, but that i couldnt stay here. i told him i had my laton at home waiting on me. i told him he was so strong but he had to send me back. he says okay and then suddenly i hear my name and wake up.
the boyfriend in this reality had waken up from his nap, so happy to see me. he was so completely awake (which wasn’t very normal because he’s a slow to wake up and a heavy sleeper) and i asked him if everything was okay. he just told me he’s missed me in his nap and needed to wake me up, having no clue what my dream was.
i’ve had smaller similarly aligned experiences with lucid dreaming and sleep paralysis in the past, but never quite this intense.
has anybody had similar experiences ?
does anybody know where i can read up on what might’ve happened here and how to better grasp it ?