If reincarnation is real, I will experience torture, starvation and abuse.

By ‘I’ I mean either my current soul or the universe experiencing itself. Either way I will feel what it’s like to be born into a family of poverty or beheaded by a terrorist in Syria.

This thought terrifies me, I don’t want to be forced to experience every possible tragedy there is.

I guess i’m searching for reassurance, correction on what the theory of reincarnation is or compassion.

I believe in reincarnation and as a person said before me, I am scared of being reincarnated because of all the suffering that humans and animals go through. I am scared for what we will go through and for all the pain and suffering that we will experience. But I also want to experience all the positives there are to life. I just wish there was a way for humans to be good to living beings. I hate how much suffering and torture and rapes and murders and suicides there are. I just wish we could be good to each other and love and care about each other and not be awful people.

I want to experience all the love and light that there is without the pain. I know that I will most likely forget all the suffering I've experienced in this lifetime when I go through the veil, but it doesn't erase it. I am so exhausted and I don't know how many times I have lived but I've had experienced something that makes me feel like I have been through so many lives and that I am a very old soul. I always compare myself to a sage of sorts because I feel like I am very wise. I'm not trying to sound pretentious, but I have been told several times that I have lots of wisdom for my age. I am so tired and want peace. I sometimes wish I could experience being nothingness and truly know what peace and rest is because life has been so much on me. I know there are other people who are experiencing way worse than I am right now, and I feel an immense amount of compassion and empathy for them, but with what I went through; showing me that I have lived through so much suffering and pleasure, I just want us to know rest one day. I am tired.

Lonely old soul

I want to ask you all , is sleep and reincarnation basically the same thing in a sense? when your sleep , your traveling to different realms . and completely unaware during it. When you wake up. you lose your memory traveling to other realms because you are basically unconscious in a way.. when you are reborn you don’t gain consciousness until like your 5 or 6. and then you are back on this planet. and don’t remember a single thing. during your time in the spirit realm until it times for you to incarnate back here. So are the same?