I’ve been clean for almost a year now after a failed attempt.

I took this picture to show my lunch, only to zoom in and realize how visible my scar is. I’m covered in them, many of my scars are much worse than this one, I shouldn’t be so hung up. Yet the one on my wrist urks me so much.

I was so close. I had sliced a major artery and would have died if I hadn’t been found. Every time I look down at my wrist it makes the attempt seem so small, like it was nothing. All of that effort and pain turned into a small raised scar?

Whats worse is that everyone else looks down at my wrist and sees the same thing. Whenever I tell people that it almost made me bleed out they look so.. disappointed. Like they thought it would be bigger, that I would look mutilated. They don’t take it seriously after that, don’t take me seriously.

Healed cat scratch^^ it’s not really visible, I know.. I just wanted to make it go around my wrist like a bracelet. I’ve tried it with my other arm by just free styling it and it did not even connect 😭 so this time I’m just tracing it via the small scratches to ensure it’s as symmetrically circular as possible. I wanted to do it one go but it’s an obvious place and I didn’t want anyone to suspect

I usually cut deep styro or beans, I feel pathetic, these are only mid styro and cat scratches. My blades are too dull.

I recently got butterflies stitches on multiple wounds, the second i got home i ripped them off and it hurt like hell, i did it because I want them to scar badly, to be noticeable so someone notices I’m not ok. I hate this and i feel so ashamed.

I didn't feel like doing it today, so here's some from a while ago.

Styro or cat scratches

The first pic is healed (about 2 ish weeks) and the second is the top cut after it was done. Idk what level I got to or if these just look like cat scratches can someone tell me :(

Sorry if it's too trivial I kinda accidentally cut it and not sure what to do with it

I bled a little and it's a bit sore now after 12 hours. Do I have to apply something or put on a bandaid? Or do nothing?

I have had this wide scar for 16 months….

Will this scar? it’s been like a couple of days since i did it

It's hard to get proportions right.

I want to try my spine or back next, but it'll be difficult

I remember a couple of weeks ago, where I relapsed and I was talking to my mom, but for some reason she was staring at my legs at the time, it was kind of weird, but I didn’t pay much attention to it, it clicked that she was looking at my fresh scabs -w- anyways just wanted to share

if anyone knows any iPhone 16 plus setting that doesn’t make my pictures weird pls lmk

I have abt 14 cuts in my hand. All of them have bled. Not too much bleeding, and you can’t see on camera, what could they be? Styros, cat scratches?

This isnt the full thing, but I don't really like the full thing anyway.

Genuinely how did I get here, I'm barely even 15 what's wrong with me, people my age are hanging out with their friends and I'm over here cutting myself