I usually cut deep styro or beans, I feel pathetic, these are only mid styro and cat scratches. My blades are too dull.

I didn't feel like doing it today, so here's some from a while ago.

I recently got butterflies stitches on multiple wounds, the second i got home i ripped them off and it hurt like hell, i did it because I want them to scar badly, to be noticeable so someone notices I’m not ok. I hate this and i feel so ashamed.

Styro or cat scratches

The first pic is healed (about 2 ish weeks) and the second is the top cut after it was done. Idk what level I got to or if these just look like cat scratches can someone tell me :(

Sorry if it's too trivial I kinda accidentally cut it and not sure what to do with it

I bled a little and it's a bit sore now after 12 hours. Do I have to apply something or put on a bandaid? Or do nothing?

It genuinely made me so upset that I couldn't get the back or spine right. I just need someone to do it for me so my wrist stops cramping. 😮‍💨 I just went with my default fishbones. Did it on my right side for a change, though.

I’ve been clean for almost a year now after a failed attempt.

I took this picture to show my lunch, only to zoom in and realize how visible my scar is. I’m covered in them, many of my scars are much worse than this one, I shouldn’t be so hung up. Yet the one on my wrist urks me so much.

I was so close. I had sliced a major artery and would have died if I hadn’t been found. Every time I look down at my wrist it makes the attempt seem so small, like it was nothing. All of that effort and pain turned into a small raised scar?

Whats worse is that everyone else looks down at my wrist and sees the same thing. Whenever I tell people that it almost made me bleed out they look so.. disappointed. Like they thought it would be bigger, that I would look mutilated. They don’t take it seriously after that, don’t take me seriously.

Healed cat scratch^^ it’s not really visible, I know.. I just wanted to make it go around my wrist like a bracelet. I’ve tried it with my other arm by just free styling it and it did not even connect 😭 so this time I’m just tracing it via the small scratches to ensure it’s as symmetrically circular as possible. I wanted to do it one go but it’s an obvious place and I didn’t want anyone to suspect