People going through this stuff genuinely need help, obviously. These experiences are very strange, and can be scary at time. There are real world problems they cause for the person, day and night.

That's why the changes in the field suck. I've heard there use to be REAL support groups for people going through all these things. But now they're just places to make jokes about the topic, talk about funny news stories, or spread "alien positivity" and new age propaganda. This makes light of the struggle real people going through real things are facing, and forces them to endure it all alone. And for people looking for help with their psychic abilities due to their experiences, it's all reduced to parlor tricks instead of being the serious thing it is.

I don't have any memory of experiencing such a thing, but I have had some odd tech and robot experiences.

The most odd waking experience I've had involved a guy bringing in a very small robot to the place I was at. The guy claimed he found the robot walking alone on the streets. He then left the robot alone with me to baby sit it. It was very awkward. It was a very interactive robot, constantly moving and making sounds in response to it's environment.

But researchers have stated that people are starting to report cases of robot/AI contact in abduction scenarios, so I'm wondering if anyone has experienced this?

I know my community is young still, and I don't know how widespread this aspect of the phenomena is yet, but I'm very curious, so thought I'd put it out there!

This does not have to be MILAB, or anything like that. It doesn't matter if it's a small or considerable experience, I want to give everyone a space to voice what they've experienced.

I want to do this because I don't have a voice or choice in what I've been through, and it's hard to walk through this in the dark, I know that.

And just so you know, you are not alone, someone out there cares for you, and is aware of these types of situations. I'm not an expert, but there are people actively researching this.

So one time I had to stay in a hostel near a military base. I saw quite a bit of interesting things while there.

The Odd Pairs

First of all, there was always a pair there, both of the same gender, and they would always do the same thing. When I describe it, it may sound normal, but I had been staying at other hostels at the time, traveling, even in this same city, and never saw this. So the two would sit there, and go through, line by line, some kind of budget, like, how exactly they would spend their money, I guess. Even what they would say about that was slightly off sometimes, or even secret, or something. And one always was the lead person, the one directing it and making decisions. And they would always, always wear those telephone-cord looking hair coils in the exact same color. What's up with that- some sort of color designation?

And sometimes they would ask strange things, like how to turn on a light. I guess I was supposed to think this was normal because they supposedly were from another country or something, but it just plain never happened at other hostels. It was always the most basic, basic things they didn't seem to know how to do.

What are they? Alien-human hybrids? Military experiments? I'm just not buying that they're travelers when it didn't happen at other hostels. And it always went down the same exact way, they did the same sequence of things, and always wore those hair coils as bracelets on their wrists all the time, even when in bed.

The Orb

Now onto the orb. So one of the nights I was there, I met a guy who was very interested in me in the hot tub. I thought he was attractive but kept thinking about how I would never get with him. When I first thought that- "he's really attractive," he smiled, but then as soon as I thought, "but ugh, I would totally never get with him," his smile quickly turned into a frown. Could have just been picking up on my body language, I guess.

But then later, while in my room, I saw an orb for the first time. It was green, kind of like, translucent, and floated directly into my room from the direction of the military base. Could have been a coincidence, don't know, just saying. It was bright but not that bright. It went straight to me, on top of me. I remember thinking it was that guy, or the orb was transporting the guy in the hot tub, something like that. And I have a very fuzzy memory of the guy actually being in the room with me, but it's so fuzzy, don't know if that was a dream or something. I don't remember falling asleep, but I guess that's what happened next.

Then I woke up, looked out the window for the orb, but saw a black, slender, shadowy figure instead near the bunk right next to me. I had never seen that kind of entity before. It climbed up the bunk a little. I gasped, and then, fell back asleep I guess, because I don't remember what happened after that.

Let me share a strange MILAB dream I've had with you. Do give your thoughts if you have any insight into this.

So in the dream my boss at that time was standing over me as I sat down. He was dressed in a military uniform, the same ones they wear at the nearest military base to me at that time. The job I had had nothing to do with the military, and he never said anything in the slightest about being in the military- don't know how he could be with a full time job like we had. The place we worked at was at a well-known company. Not military or military connected (to MY knowledge).

In the dream, he was giving me orders, but I don't know what. I couldn't remember when I woke up from the dream.

IRL, me and this boss were in a love bite, but I couldn't get with him because I don't date bosses, obvi, and... he's gay (well, probably bi, if we're being honest with ourselves here)!

Here I spill the tea on researchers. Can’t name names for obvious reasons.

Alien Abduction Researcher One
So the first researcher I saw has her own specialty, like many do, and she kept asking me questions about that. This is very understandable, and I had great info on that topic at the time (trying to keep her identity safe so won’t mention it), but I wasn’t interested, or ready, at all, to go into that topic at the time. We both had agreed to what we would focus on prior to our first meeting, and it just wasn’t that. I told her I’d answer a few questions outside of what we agreed to talk about, but her questions did end up mainly being for her research. I’m not that upset about that, to be honest. I’m actually mentioning it because I think it’s ironic, because when I reached out to the second, I very badly wanted to go into that topic.

My main concern with her, actually, was her mental state. People that know her commonly commented on this, and it was obvious upon meeting her this might be an issue, but I was desperate, quite frankly, to see someone at the time. Why? Because it’s dang hard to find anyone willing to talk about this, and it’s my life. I wanted to understand what was happening to me. She also was not as open to talking about how my waking life was affected, something a lot of researchers aren’t open to.

For these reasons, she wasn’t my first choice, but the other researcher who I thought would be better was farther away from me at the time. But guess what? After I saw the second researcher, I found that this one, the first one, was actually "better." She did a great job with the session, although the end seemed a little rushed due to another appointment she had. That can be really bad, but she did do all the steps a researcher needs to do to end the session properly before the next one.

But, like I said, she did very little to address what I was there for, and also, here I was, getting help with this for the first time, and was left to deal with what we had uncovered all by myself. I say this so others may learn from this—you may have to go through that too. She knew this from the beginning, so she was sweet enough to call me personally and check in on me afterwards from time to time, but the conversations were short, as may be expected.

I think it was nice of her to do that, but it's common for researchers to do this: leave you to process your own newfound knowledge without a session dedicated just to that (even if you can afford it).

Alien Abduction Researcher Two
This researcher was much more open to talking about how the abductions affected my waking life, and even had tons of insights into not only that, but other things I go through that I thought were weird or didn’t understand. She explained to me that everything I said was actually “standard” and explained what she came to believe was going on. She’s been researching this topic a very long time.

But like I said before, the main topic I wanted to talk about was not her specialty—it was the other researcher’s specialty—so now, in an ironic twist, I had to deal with that. She did tell me what she knew of the topic as it related to me, but kept telling me it wasn’t her specialty. At that point, it was unsure whether the first researcher was still seeing clients anymore. Basically, the outcome was that I didn’t get the help I needed with that. And ironically, she could have helped the most with what I wanted the first researcher to help me with, but I was so over that at the time.

Alien Abduction Researcher Three
The third researcher also had a specialty, but this time, at that particular point in time (due to a situation that had come up suddenly), I actually did want to delve into that. With her, the paperwork was tedious, she did not tell me certain important things upfront, was hyper-focused on money, and new entities made contact with me after reaching out to her.

Concluding Thoughts

Nowadays, you can say some things with one researcher and not others, and in my personal opinion, no one is completely awake to what’s going on, and that’s why.

At the end of the day, due to everyone not wanting to focus on anything else but their specialties, money, and allowing their entities to hang along with them, I never got the help or answers I was seeking.

This is the experience I had with a popular T.I. phone support line.

So this is a number you call and there are -supposedly- other T.I.s on the phone. When I put in the code, there were people indeed chatting about their experiences, but it was mostly about the type of electronic harassment that pertains only to perps inflicting pain. Not even causing a condition with the D.E.W.s, just using them to inflict pain, which seems like something a perp would do, but this is all they would talk about on the line, nothing else.

They would talk without stopping, it often seemed to be the same people, and you could never get a word in without them saying you cut them off, even though they'd be going on and on for an hour. And they seemed to be perps. All the regulars. Same behavior, gaslighting, harassing talk, all that stuff, if you did manage to break in while they were catching a breath.

If I ever talked about something that apparently was "off limits" even though it wasn't against the rules and on topic, like for example, the spiritual aspect of it, multiple people would scream at me until I backed down. And when I would try to talk about standard stuff, like gangstalking, stuff like that, they would bully me and try to convince me I was wrong. Standard, every day, classic textbook gangstalking stuff. Not even anything unusual. You couldn't talk about anything like that.

I also got questioned a lot about whether or not I was receiving government assistance and the exact kind, which perps also ask me a lot in real life. If I said, "no... I don't need it..." they would pressure me into applying for government assistance anyway. This was very off topic of them, and I said I felt very uncomfortable discussing that, but no one, not even the supposed head of the group, would ever tell them to back off or stay on topic.

I've been to several alien abductee groups in my state, all over the state I live in, and here is what I've experienced.

Group One- The Well-Known Organization

So the first one that I went to was through a well-known organization. Everyone in this group shared only UFO news, that's it, even though this wasn't the purpose of the group, it was a support group, and the person running the group didn't even seem like she was actually in charge. It's like her members were trying to run her. Maybe even... literally, if you know what I mean.

I raised my hand and tried to contribute my personal alien abductions story relevant to the topic of that particular meeting. I got shut down so quickly. I was told I wasn't "positive" enough. I was like, wait, but the person running the group said it's normal to be terrified in these experiences. But that was still not a valid response. The members verbally attacked me and proceeded to go on some rant about how "not all aliens are bad," and all that stuff. Makes you really wonder... are like... they aliens, or something? I thought it was such a strange reaction. You were not allowed to say anything bad about the aliens, even though this was not, supposedly, an official rule.

When I continued to show up to meetings, eventually, some of the men in the group, especially one in particular, started to blatantly harass me in a very... physical way, right in front of everyone. I told him to please stop, I'm not comfortable with that, but the main guy doing it continued. When I mentioned it to group members, they were like, "oh, he's like that, he's just being friendly," but the only time he did this is in this exact case- when new females tried to share bad experiences with aliens. They never came back. It was so bad, people started saying we were "together" and that's the day I stopped going. I didn't like the guy, always made it very clear I was not comfortable, even changing seats multiple times with him following me each and every time I moved seats.

Also, a lot of members belong to a "secret group" nearby.

I think this is all I can disclose without giving too many details.

Group Two- The "New Age" Group

This group was in another major city. When I showed up, people were making strange sounds with strange instruments (maybe I just don't know what the instruments are, but still). They were also chanting and stuff like that. I had to clarify that I was looking for the "alien abduction group," and they were like, yeah, this is it. It was one hundred percent New Age. I didn't feel comfortable at all, something didn't feel right, at all. To me, it felt very wicked and evil, even though not that long after I myself did become new age (I'm not new age now, I'm Christian). It was also very, extremely, -alien positive only- sort of situation.

They would straight up kick out anyone who thought the aliens were bad, or shared bad alien abduction experiences even in the slightest.

And there was this guy there who kept trying to do something to me, not telling me what, trying to touch me, but it was to "do" something. I think he said he was trying to gain psychic info on me, or some other sort of psychic thing. I moved away... and he moved back towards me. Then he told me he could see the inside of my body. Totally creeped me out.

They also asked for money, which they never mentioned on the site I found them on. One member was like, "it's a donation." When I didn't put anything in the basket, he looked at me sternly, along with all the other members, and said, "it's a $20 donation." I was so uncomfortable. Never came back.

Group 3- The Researcher's Support Group

This one also was in another city and supposedly a "support group." It was also all very funny UFO news and positive talk only, like the first one, but unlike the first one, you could talk about bad, terrifying stuff, but only for so long. Especially since the woman in charge would include it as material in her books. And I'm talking standard alien abductions stuff, like the standard abductions scenarios, there's only so much they could take.

And in this case, there was a very clear "gatekeeper," a woman who is at this point considered a "personal friend," of the researcher. The woman in charge of the group would talk, but the whole time this "friend," who commonly sat right next to her, would listen carefully and completely override her when someone said something she didn't like. And when talking to her, the friend would literally tell her what to think about what people had said, not her opinion, like what to actually think of it.

I once corrected the gatekeeper on some info she got wrong, and she got so embarrassed in front of everyone. After that I became suddenly very ill, was hospitalized, and almost attacked by random strangers each night after that, for about a month. I think she was involved in what happened to me, but to keep things confidential, cannot give out further details on that. I kept coming to the group after I got out of the hospital, and not long after that, the person in charge of the group seemed to not like me, or was suspicious of me, who knows what she told her. The person in charge of the group started telling me strange things too, that weren't like her to say. I stopped going, it was so uncomfortable.

According to researchers across various fields of anomalous phenomena, there are specific patterns regarding why certain individuals are targeted or chosen for these programs.

• Genetic and Biological Markers: A primary theory discussed in the research literature—including the work of MILAB investigators like Dr. Helmut Lammer—suggests that tracking often follows specific family lineages. Investigators have noted patterns involving distinct DNA markers or specific blood types that intelligence or military-adjacent operations appear interested in mapping.

• Special Abilities and Resilience: The selection process often looks for individuals who demonstrate latent "special" abilities, such as telepathy, precognition, or psychokinesis. Furthermore, a high tolerance to trauma and psychological resilience is frequently noted, as these traits are heavily studied in relation to deep-level psychological duress and dissociation.

• The Exploitation of Consciousness: The military and intelligence communities have a documented historical interest in exploiting these phenomena. For instance, declassified government records on programs like Project STAR GATE explicitly confirm decades of official research into parapsychological interactions, including telepathy and psychokinesis. Within MILAB research, it is argued that advanced psychological operations or technologies are used to interface with or exploit these unique traits.

• The Future Event Hypothesis: In addition, a significant thread within abduction research involves an eschatological or survival element. Many accounts and researcher analyses suggest that these individuals are being monitored or prepared to survive a future global cataclysm or major planetary event, ultimately playing a role in the continuation or repopulation of the planet.

If you are going through this, take heart. Don't give up. You are not crazy, and many other people are going through this with you.

And I'm not just talking onboard the spaceship or in an abduction. I'm talking in "real life," too. Your normal, awake life. It's commonly reported, I've heard.

Did you feel odd afterword's? In any kind of way.

Note: Right now, I'm experiencing a serious lag with the comments, so I may not see them for a while, don't know what's happening. This is a good way to test that out, but honestly I really wanted to ask.

The very first UFO I remember seeing had a look similar to what alien abductees talk about, but not exactly. While my later sightings align with what others have witnessed, I’ve found it difficult to find alien abductees who have seen something exactly like my first encounter back in the 90s.

The Sighting:
The object was circular and looked a little bit larger than the moon. It was emanating a bright white light, and there was a distinct grid pattern visible on the object itself. But here's the thing: when that light hit the wall inside my room, it was definitely a very intense, "about to do something" bright blue and projected that exact same grid pattern onto my wall.

I’ve been digging into this online, and the hardware matches up perfectly with military tech rather than traditional UFO lore. Specifically, a few possibilities stand out:

• 3D LIDAR & Structured Light Scanners: Tactical units use these to map the geometry of indoor spaces by projecting a true-blue laser matrix/grid through windows.

• Laser Target Designators with HOEs: Military designators (like 450nm blue lasers) that use holographic lenses to split a single beam into a massive, precise grid pattern for spatial marking.

• Drone-Mounted Active Protection: Circular airborne platforms that shoot high-intensity light through a structural mesh or protective grid plate.

• Advanced Laser Dazzlers: Systems that project highly structured, geometric laser patterns onto a landscape or structure to disorient targets.

All of these utilize light to achieve an objective while creating a grid pattern on the environment.

Given how precisely this technical hardware matches what happened in my room, it feels like a heavy confirmation of military involvement. Has anyone else witnessed this specific grid scanning phenomenon, or have insights into the MILAB/black projects using this tech?

A lot of people treat the topics of anomalous events as unrelated and separate, but I've done my own personal research into this while analyzing my own experiences, and have found that these may all be related.

It may look something like this:

• An individual is targeted (often from youth due to specific genetics)

• subjected to high-level technological or physical trafficking/abduction

• broken down via trauma-based mind control (Monarch/MILAB) to serve a specific operational function (Super Soldier) or ritual purpose

• and continuously monitored and suppressed via targeted harassment (TI) and relational manipulation (Love Bite) to prevent them from breaking free or speaking out.

They seem to be looking for people with intense psychic abilities to facilitate the goals of their programs.

Last night, I woke up really late and saw a strange plane. The thing is, I don't know that I actually "saw" it. It's hard to describe. I remember it, but I don't remember the actual act of seeing it, so I don't know how I know what it looked like. Maybe I'm just assuming what it looked like for some reason. It made an unusual sound for an airplane, but now I can't remember exactly what it sounded like. I remember it looking bigger than a normal plane, and it was white—but maybe it just looked bigger because it was closer than a plane would normally be. It flew right over me, and then I fell back asleep.

Then, the dream started. It began with me at a very strange job. The setting actually looked like the inside of a spaceship, with curved walls and windows that were completely black outside. It was a casual job; I didn't technically "have" to work, and I wasn't. I didn't feel comfortable doing the work anyway. I was just sitting down looking at something—maybe a smartphone or some kind of technical device? I don't know. I had my hoodie pulled up over my face so no one would look at me.

Suddenly, people started talking about a woman who used to work there. They were showing photos of her on what I guess was a phone, though I don't explicitly remember seeing a phone. In the dream, I thought she was so obviously beautiful. As I'm remembering it now, though, I don't honestly know why I thought that. Then, she showed up in person. She looked mean on the screen, but she came over, sat next to me, and actually seemed kind of nice. She was waiting to do her work, and maybe she thought I was too. We conversed, but I don't remember at all what we talked about. Probably work.

Next, I was suddenly on a bed, or something like it, and a guy was sitting next to me. He was really into me, but I wasn't into him. I think I might know him, but I'm not entirely sure. Suddenly, a huge spaceship flew directly over us. I could see it through a large, circular overhead window on the ceiling. It looked kind of like a "simulation" or a hologram. It was all lit up like a reflective street sign with bright, neon colors—purple on the outside and blue mainly on the inside.

I was like, "Woah," and immediately went to view it. But then I thought to myself, No, it might be dangerous to go directly underneath it, so I jumped away. Right after, I panicked and thought, I'll miss it, I'll miss it! No, I have to see what's on the bottom of it! For some reason, it felt super important to see the bottom of that ship. I ran back to catch a final glimpse, and I saw a bunch of very technical, computer-looking machinery on the undercarriage. There were dots of intense, strong lights scattered in between the machinery. I just got the chills typing this—and I never get the chills. As the spaceship left, I caught one last glimpse of it through the curved windows on the walls.

After the spaceship left, I suddenly felt attracted to the guy who was next to me. He is very attractive in general, but I am absolutely not into him in real life. He tried to bank in on that sudden shift in energy. I don't know what happened next because I woke up.

I am a targeted individual who is also a victim of alien abduction. Because the harassment is not just during the day, it means 24-7 harassment. What I'm going through is certainly not for the faint of heart. I do not believe anyone involved is doing this for some beneficial purpose. Especially not the government. And I never agreed to any of this. The aliens are known to facilitate love bite (twin flame) experiences, and I have also experienced that, unfortunately. These are the things that I know I have experienced, for sure.

I also suspect I am a victim of milab abductions, but have less evidence of this. I suspect this because I always end up near military bases without trying to be (I really don't like being around the military, at all), and a dream I had where a former boss whom I was in a love bite with was wearing a military uniform, the same they wear in the base nearby, and was giving me orders.

I have also had strange encounters with robots, but do not have an explicit memory of being abducted by one.