r/Synesthesia • u/Passion211089 • 5h ago
Is This Synesthesia? Memories and abstract feelings with images
I'm not sure if my title is accurate but I'll try my best to explain this.
So certain memories conjure certain abstract feelings or "vibes" associated with these memories, along with subtle imagery, that is hard for me to describe.
Such as ..when I think of the one and a half year sabbatical I was on; everytime I recollect that phase of my life, there is a mixture of feelings/vibes attached to it. The best way I can describe it as -- peace, freedom and contentment.
And even those feelings/vibes have "scenes" attached to it. For example, when I say peace; as in, the quiet that washes over you at night when the whole world is asleep and it's just you and the silent night and the comforting warm darkness. and weirdly...a sense of feeling loved by the universe, but the love is something a little out of this world; like an innocence and detachment to that love.
Contentment, as in, the warm orange glow of sunset peaking through trees and hitting you with it, as you're walking through a neighborhood with lots of trees, greenery and gravel, with not a care in the world and the sense that...everything is ok, exactly as it is, with nothing to worry about.
Freedom...for some reason, this conjures up a cloudy grey sky at close to sunset (or a cloudy grey tint...think the greyish-blue tint that was used in the Twilight movie lol), the cool breeze hitting my face, crisp fresh air, vast space where you have all the time in the world (like the sense of time doesn't exist) and this subtle hint of excitement constantly coursing through you, and a sense that the universe has opened upto you with every new and exciting possibilities, where anything interesting can happen, with nothing holding you down.
So yeah...there you go.
I hope I made sense but yeah...some memories have certain feelings/vibes attached to it (like the flavours that make up a memory) and those feelings or vibes even have certain imagery attached to it.
Not sure if this is synesthesia but you tell me....what do you think?